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2011-03-04T20:36:00.002+08:00

i always wanted to say something out loud... i miss you grandma...

it been 9-10months since she has gone... things have changed in her house... her valuables are still well kept in the antique cupboard of hers.. all still in it's place.. the rest are all thrown away.. her bed, matress which cost about a few hundred of dollar.. bought specially for her, to support her back... her clothes are almost all burnt when she was cremated...

i sense something is lost whenever i visit my uncle.. i miss her telling me it is dinner time.. "mei, take money and go down buy dinner.." mei, take money buy newspaper" i also miss her telling my mum.. "ah mei, is so guai." is miss her coughing sound, miss seeing her sitting at her pink chair.. watching tv....

in life.. we tend to take everything for granted.. when your love one is around... you tend to neglect them... just by saying.. i'm busy and today cannot.. but what are we really busy about..?

now that she is gone... i feel the sense of spending time with family is very impt.. now i like going to my uncle's house for visiting.. i love to go there.. i can find what i have lost when my grandma is around... it just brings back the childhood days when i was growing up there my 7 other cousins..

it's just : there is no other place like home and being home..

other then my emo post today... there's another thing i wanna say now is : i really hate being at work this week!

2010-11-17T19:42:00.002+08:00

work is getting lighten.. guess it's because the year end is around the corner, which is good because hoilday are the best times to relax our mind body and soul..

this coming Saturday is the marks of 3 years and5 months, time really files and i can feel i'm getting older.. just got the approval of getting a house last month..

this means it's time to save money to pay for the next stage in life... going to make it my dream home.. a place where i can be proud of.. i guess this the most expensive thing i can buy in this lifetime,...

time is also ticking.. going to start planning for my big day in 2 years time.. something which i have been looking forward to since i was young.. wearing s beautiful white gown walking down the red carpet... catching the lime light for the day.. actually i have already done my guest list.. total i need 13 tables to have all my guest to come.. wow.. i can't wait..!

but i will not bear to leave this beautiful home that i have been growing up in for the past 20 over years.. all the tears and laughter is what it had filled with..
now i want to say . i love you mummy and daddy! =)

i'm going to save alot and work harder on loosing my weight to be a beautiful bride for my special day. =)

2010-09-09T22:06:00.002+08:00

Haven’t been blogging for the past 1 year.. almost forgot that I have a blog to update until dear reminded me 2 days ago, he said: “I went to see your blog yesterday.. you very long nv update already hor…” which then I remembered, I had a blog…

1 year is almost gone.. so many things had happened and is happening..
Attended S.H.E concert in April , S.H.E is the one. Also attended Liu Qian’s magic world tour show.. the only 2 concert I want to attend but no money is Jay Chou and Luo Zhi Xiang’s.. hai nvm.. sure have next time.

Got proposed by dear in April.. I lost my grandma in May… the most devastated thing happened in my life… but it’s been 114 days already.. I will move on..

Going Bangkok tomorrow with Lorraine.. it’s the 3rd company trip I’m going with her.. I bet this will be good too.. and in another month plus time.. I’m going to HONGKONG!!
Also going to get my turn to choose a house next month..

Busy October.. going to clean up grandma house too.. packing and painting and washing…
I got to say this year.. it’s a fruitful year for me.. except for the lost of my grandma..

Next year is going to be better.. planning to settle down….

2009-12-27T22:11:00.003+08:00

what a day..

brouught my nephew, JunHan to watch Alvin and the chip munks today.. that naughty boy was rather a good boy today.. not as naughty as other days...

dear and I went to fetch him at 1130 from my cousin's house.... i went up to fetch him.. den he said he wanted to go 7-11 to buy something which in the end he played this game which need to us the game card.. let him play 15mins den we left... headed to Tiong Bahru Plaza... ate KFC for lunch den went popular to buy a card album for him to put his game cards..

after movie he said he wanted to go library.... there was a mobile library which he saw when we drove in... he chose 6 books... i think he will spend these few last days of 2009 reading them....

my cousin and wife together with his lil brother came to my grandma house... had dinner there..
dear left early cos he had an appointment... played with YingHan and also Junhan.. and they left at 73o cos my cousin had to go OG at bugis to exchange 1 pants...

a new year is coming.. seems like my all the resolutions for my 2009 was completed...
got my licence at last..

Next Year's Resolution is simple :

1. Save More Money
2. Wish for good health and wealth to everyone i know
3. Hope to settle down by the 3rd quater of the year..
4. Hope i can get a good house from HDB

that's all

2009-12-25T08:13:00.008+08:00

it's a fruitful christmas so far..

i finally got a chance to meet up with my 3 very good friends.. My ganster kor kor, adrian, rockstar faye, and also speedy jasmin.. ha ha ... had a lil bbq gathering with them yesterday at adrian house..

we waited for jasmin to come at 12am.. and i left the house at around 130am.. had so much laughter and joy with them.. really glad that i spend my time there..

Faye is happily married.. Adrian have a gf.. so happy for them..

it was a lil christmas gathering but a warmth and fruitful one..

I did take picture with my camera.. cos faye camera is better.. they have planned to go batam together, but i dunno i can a not.. cos dey want sweetie to come along, but it is difficult.. cos his dad is still in hospital.. and it is difficult for him to leave the spore even it is just 8 hours..

I dun wan to spoil the plan so i just kept quiet... but i think i have to miss this rare chance..

Christmas dinner is also done with lorraine and my company of colleagues.. we went Regent Hotel for our dinner, we also got present from Lorraine this year.. A purple gem pendent from citigems.. it was so nice... in return we also bought her a crystal watch from swatch.. it is very bling bling too.. haha

This year's count down is goin to be a peaceful one.. we are all heading to lorraine's new condo.. it is a penhouse..! haha.. it is goin to be great..

Here are some pictures from my office :

- The Restaurant

-My Boss/Our mother

- Agnes, MeiMei and Me

-Kaye = Zarah and Ah Deh = Jecel

-Jindee = Lorraine's daughter

-All of us

-Our Christmas Tree

-Our Candy House(Front View)

-Back view

2009-11-30T08:57:00.002+08:00

it's been already about 3 weeks since ben's dad is in hospital...

yesterday was another good news day.. his dad had is dylasis safely and successfully... because i came to know that he was actually had problems with the dylasis previously.. his dad opened his eyes yesterday, i think he knows who are we.. his body and head was moving and most of the time, not like before.. i really hope he would grant a speedy recovery before christmas.. his dylasis was going to go on through out the night.. for 12 hours.. dear god please give his life back and give him strenght to pull through this critical moment of his life..

we are still continuing to pray until he recovers fully...

another good news is that, ben and i can start balloting for a house, we actually got the one that I like most.. Punggol Spectra... it's a 4 four room HDB condo concept with balcony.. I really want that.. but ben said he is still thinking because we have to wait for 5 years to get to move in..... well.. I think 5 years is not very long ahead... we just have to celebrate... 5 birthdays.. 5 valentine days... 5 new year... 5 of every festivel... which is pretty fast.. Well, i really like the concept of the house, privacy is there... convenience is there.. I dun see what else can we think to reject it... it's another phase of my life..

today i'm on leave.. for a personal reason.. after settling my stuff i will be heading to the hospital to see ben's dad..

2009-11-23T10:51:00.004+08:00

it's been a long time since i've blog..

many things are happening around me.. events are coming up one by one.. work load is getting more and more as the days passed.. for the preparation of the event of course..

lucky thing i have meimei and agnes to help me with it if not i'll be super stress... but of course lorraine is also helping and advising us.. well.. as a team we can make anything and everything possible..

I'm hoping the days will pass faster so the event can be over and we can consentrate on our corporate secretairal work and also have a jolly good time until next year july comes.. well it goes round and round...

well... as for my post on face book, it is a heart breaking moment. sweetie's dad was admitted to hospital on 15th of November 2009. it all happen on the same day morning when ben's dad was having an asthma atttack and he had breathing difficulties... ben had brought him to see their family doctor and was ok from then, until 330pm that day.. his sister suddendly shouted for us.. ben rushed to the room to see what happened. His dad's nose was bleeding, he ask what happened,, his dad said he was giddy and had knock his nose on the wall.. he was breathing difficultly as that time.. sweetie call for ambulance and it came about 5-10mins later.. his dad was admittied since then. From the point he was on the was to hospital until he was rolled in to the A&E he was consious, after a 45mins wait, the doctor came out, we thought he could be discharged, but no bad news was received. The doctor said he had a minor heart attack and it actually caused his heart to stop beating for 20 seconds.. the doctor said they had to immediatly do a minor operation which call in short, ballooning.. to remove the blockage at his heart..

we waited for another 1 hour plus till we could see him.. when we could see him, he was attached to so many pipes.. ben and I was lost... ben's sis, brother, mum and brother's gf cried... I cired after leaving the ward. Last week was really a hectic week... and also a very crutial week... his heart was not beating again for 30 secs for 2 days... the doctor said is he had too many heart attacks,, he may loose his memory or become vegetable when he wakes up.. these is not what we want of course..

it's so heart aching to see a person who is consious when he was admitted and not seeing him for 4 hours and the next you see in front of you is him lying there with so many pipes attached...

Saturday was some good news day... his dad opended his eyes when ben's sister called him, "Pa"
they was shocked and frighten, his legs was shaking and his head was moving.. we ask the doctor was happend and he said they inserted little Ma Zhui Yao.. but it is good to see his dad eyes opened, that day we were all there until 1030pm... but his brother and gf stayed on. i finally saw smiles on his sister and brother's face..

Ben's sibliings and me are praying since the day his dad was admitted.. we really hope to see mirical happend and he could be walking out of the hospital soon..

i'm on mc today.. coughing since last friday, but today it got worse.. my throat was so painful when i got up... i was preparing to go work.. but i had slight fever after i bathe.. my mum ask me to stay home rest... and take mc.. i changed back and went back to slp... going to see doctor later at 2pm.. monday mornings, clinics are always packed..

life is changing around ben and me.. less shopping, less movies, but it is okay.. his dad needs them most at this point... I'll stay strong to stand by them..

yesterday, i bought herbal tea for them.. i think i'll learn how to cook soup for them.. =)

2009-08-30T21:45:00.002+08:00

Liang Wen Ying - 愛一直存在

Joey - 這就是愛嗎

2 sad songs that really says alot about love-

2009-08-30T17:55:00.002+08:00

busy busy.. so busy with work..

now almost everyday i knock off at 630pm..latest 7pm. at the end of the day.. it was worth it.. i'm happy with my pay this month.. lorraine declared half month bonus to us for our hard work... i'm glad.. this month i have additional income to save for my future.. =) well, as usual i'm still busy with societies at the same time with secretarial work... time is drawing nearer to the societies event dates.. in december.. hope the time will pass faster... but i got to say this year it a bit relax then last year.. i'm done reporting for my work

well.. i just got to say time really flies.. it's been 2 years plus since ben and I got together.. many good memories, and sometimes not very good.. well i guess it's wat every relationship has to go throught before we could shine brightly in front of everyone at the special day.. the process has to take time.. we have applied for balloting for house already.. now just waiting for hdb to give updates on where will there be new houses to be built.. and if we can apply for it. well so far the news are all at ponggol arear.. I dun really like that are.. kindaa ulu.. but now the houses are all that area.. so we shall see how it goes.. i'm looking for a 5 room flat.. but i got to save for that.. i want to have a walk in dressing room! that's my greatest wish of all..! haha.. but it is also wasting a space in the house.. hmm well.. still far to think.. if i got a house in the future.. i would like to have my friends to come over to my house so we can relax and enjoy the weekend.. how sweet could it be.! we won't have to think where to go and where to eat..

well.. back to reality.. saving money is my main priority now.. but i still enjoy going out with my frends.. now i'm also very in to cantonese drama.. one after another.. ke ke..

actually i'm kinda down today.. dun wanna say anything.. i'll be fine.

2009-08-05T21:53:00.004+08:00

i've been looking high and low for this song! finally!!

2009-07-18T23:22:00.004+08:00

it's been a fruitful month of July. Because i get to meet some of my friends.. =D

Celebrated tania's 24th birthday on 3rd of July.. had seafood for dinner at east coast. it was great meeting them after a long time. sorry for not meeting you all often. remember our school days, going to school and going home after school together everyday. For saturdays, going out after cca and falling asleep in the bus.. haha.. those we the days.

met up with jasmin faye and kath last thursday, celebrated jasmin's b'dae having steamboat.. this was also planned for a long time. Busy schedule that we have always was not able to meet with the hot pot. with them i spent days of 18 years old till now. I remember when we got close, we hang out after our shift almost everyday.. we will wait for each otherat our usual meeting place, the security check point of Carlton Hotel before we set off.. miss the days we hang out at pubs to stress out talk nothing but nonsense, giving comments about the people around us and making fun of each other... going KTV together, smuggling chicken rice to Party World ( haha no kidding), making fun of song, faye will try to imitate some singers.. kath and jasmin will dance around with disco songs.. kath will do rapping.. jasmin singing her sentimental songs. Those were the days where we did not take much public transport. walking from orchard to bugis (no kidding i'm serious) on the way we will laugh and sing and talk.. faye will always say jasmin and i are crazy and grumble all the way while walking.. hey bro u grumble so much, you still walk with us.. haha.. hai..

i guess my the best days of my youth days, are having them as my friends. It is difficult to find a group of close friends who are really there for you no matter what weather your life is facing.. sunshine or dark clouds.. though i'm attached to benny, sometimes i do take out my photo album looking at the photos and think back those special memories that you have brought to me.. i'm not typing this blog for sake of typing.. i'm typing this because i really miss those days.

looking forward... let's meet more often..! but do let me know in advance.. ok? love all of u!

2009-05-24T10:41:00.002+08:00

動力火車-繼續轉動

2009-05-12T07:17:00.002+08:00

wow wat a holiday trip.. totally enjoyed myself.

Bangkok has really changed alot from the last time I came. Now the life here is much more luxurious then before. Youngsters here dressed the same like our kids in singapore.. trendy.

They have new malls up, Siam Discovery, Siam Paragon. Siam Paragon itself you can walk 1 full day. They have all the entertainment. They even have under water world in this mall.. how cool is that.. What you can name in spore they have here. Crystal Jade Mr Bread, Bread Talk, Aunty Annie's, so many.. really impress with the growth of Thailand. 5 years was really a big change. But still we did went to the old place of bangkok, The Famous Chumcuchak Market, we were burning hot there almost dehydrated there.. but we spend most our cash there. I bought a Aroma Scent for lorraine, It is very nice and it can last for 5 months.. I bought my swimsuit, my mum shoes and other stuffs there.

Platimun is also another new mall. It's a wholesale shopping mall. you can bargain there if you buy more. I bought 3 dresses there and a belt. But will be buying more today before I leave tonight.. because, IT IS FREAKING CHEAP!

The taxis here are different already. All the taxis now run by meter, no more trouble for bargaining on the price. Which is good. We made a friend at the Hotel, his name is Raja, He is a talior at the hotel, Dear made his business shirts there and also bought tie from him. He is very friendly and taks and jokes alot. He offer delivery services for him next time. I saw a dress at his shop but is is rather expensive to talior make it. But maybe next time I will. And the hotel we staying in is super great. It's like a place of interest. They have neoprint machine, a small little museum for us to take picture. It has a routating roof top to let you see the whole of thailand, I'm staying on the 57th floor of the hotel. You don't call tt high, Breakfast is served on the 78th floor! haha.. this hotel has 84 stories.. The room is good.. very spacious, and the aircon is freaking cold.. I'm like in north pole every night.. haha

It's been a pleasent and fruitful trip, I never regret coming to thailand, And i will definately come back again not only to the country but this hotel too.

*pictures are loaded in my facebook. =)

2009-04-25T21:00:00.002+08:00

ok.. it''s so long since i updated my blog..

have been very busy for the past 1 mth with work and was very addicted to Face book.. haha..

work.. is super busy everyday.. frm the moment i step in.. my emails is always loading with a list of task of cases and follow ups and replies.. but i'm glad that 1 big event for a society is finally over yesterday..

For the past few days was hectic.. all the last mintue printing for agenda, Financial Report and Voting Ballot.. It's actually the society's Annual General Meeting. For societies, the have to elect new Board of directors to manage the society for the year.. Well, I got to say, I'm glad that the Presiden, V.President, Secretary, Treasurer, Hon Secretary, Hon Tresurer and 2 of the Board Directors remains, because I have been working so closing with them for the past 1 year. And it's better to work with people you know then not knowing them. =)

Agnes was tagged along with me to the hotel for that event yesterday, I could see her fear for that, But I got to say I'm sorry for leaving her alone at the reception cause I was called in a meeting with Lorraine that last for 20 mins.. acutally I was also panicky in that room too, because it was a crucial time as they need to decide the nominees. But luckily, all the document that I brought was all in it's full set.. *phew! Well, we thought we could leave after the recep but Lorraine said we have to stay until all the election was done. And it all last till about 1030pm, Agnes and I quickly pack when Lorraine gave a single to leave.. she drove us back to bugis to have our dinner cum supper. It was sweet that dear came to pick me, well, that was a surprise. I reached home at 1130, fell to bed 10mins later..

Well, Monday have to have a meeting with Lorraine to follow up on the things that I have not pass up to her.

My driving is coming to an end, as in the school's lesson. Heard SSDC will be moving to Woodlands in March 2010, I have to passed my driving before that. I won't want to go all the way to Woodlands for the test. Weel, I'm just 2 more lessons till I can book my Practical Test.. again that's something I need to worry. I can wait to drive the Honda!!

1 week plus to my holiday to Bangkok, i really can't wait.. I want to shop for clothes.. I'm running out of causal clothes.. I'm give away so many and now my cupbaord is left with mostly my office clothes. Haha, I swear I will want to shop till I drop.

weather is very humid these days.. I wish December is here, weather is cooler..

that's all I got to update

2009-03-03T16:38:00.003+08:00

a happy day for me.

Passed my test .. haha.. yes.. finally passed my final theroy after 6 tries.. it's been a long time but it's worth.. now i'm balance with 8 partical lessons and it's my final thing before i card my driving license.

awaiting for this day to come... i want to drive the honda!!!

Before i went to took the test.. was having bad stomach pain.. i guess the chicken that my mum bought has some problem.. it's still pain till now.. hope i'll be alright by tonight.

hmm a lil slight disagreement with ben and me.. he's kinda angry that i go home aft the test.. cos i want to watch the cantonese show my aunt lend to us.. well.. i dunno la.. like tt also my fault.. I know the show is not impt.. but my aunt lend to us so long already.. i only left tt 3 dise den i can pass to my uncle to complete and den return to my aunt.. I just wan to stay home..

Dear i knowyou are bored an everything.. but i told u last week i'm staying home today.. you said ok and will keep urself bz with work.. pls.. i just hate qurreling over stupid things.. I already meey u yesterday ma.. and tomorrow we are meeting already.. pls..

busy march.. event is coming up soon.. planning for a 1 day course at SMU for a society.. well my preparation is done.. just left with the final countdown.. den next is the coming AGM dinner for the society.. and the exam class.. well.. still can handle cos i'm quite familiar with the job now..

laptop at work is down.. yesterday lorraine said edward is coming to fix it for me. dunno is it settled.. if it's not settled i dunno where to sit tomorro.. hai. if it is formatted.. i've to start all over again.. passed emails all gone.. hai... crossing my fingers for tomorro.

guess that's it.. going to rest my stomach..

2009-02-14T21:44:00.002+08:00

Blissfull Feelings will always grow
Blissfull Memories will always flow
Blissful faces willalways be shown
Which it will be our very own

Mr Cupid has shot his arrow
And it made our hearts shallow
He also cast a spell which means
Now and Forever
He also sealed the joint of our hearts
which means we will never part

Valentine maybe just a day
but being with your valentine is everyday
I love you is what i'll always say.

Sweetie.. thank you for spending the day with me.. thought it was simple but it's ok.. times are tougher each day.. but it's alright.. you'll be fine.. you know what i'm looking forward to but i'm not rushing.. time will tell me the answer.

i love you..

2009-02-10T20:15:00.002+08:00

Valentine is a moment to express the never said feelings to our love ones..
A moment of love spreading in the air..
The journey that I have been given to know you can never be more thankful than anything
Words cannot explain the joyfulness in my heart
You changed my life from zero to hero
You change my life from like nobody can
You brought me laughter the many joys
You brought me many wonderful memories
Every moment spend with you is blissful

The road in front of us is still rough
Like the flowers trying to bloom
And like the birds learning to fly..

You are my bottomless well whom allows me pour my endless the love in you.
You are the river bank which allows my troubles flow.

I want to share troubles with you.
I want to be your hearing ear
I want to be the one at your side for all times
I want to walk on the red carpet with you
I want to be for you.

sweetie.. many times you said I didn't care for you.. but I do.. just that I dun voice out in a way which you want.. after the past year for being together.. hmm i got to say it's rather relaxing but rough.. due to the work problems you have we still made it through.. no matter what the future will be.. i'm here to support u.. no matter what happend to your agency.. there's still a way out to the trouble that you all are in.. it's just a matter of time..it's something which you cannot rush and force.. no matter what.. we shall lay low this valentine's but still meaningful..

love you..

2009-02-05T19:47:00.003+08:00

valentine's day is drawing near.. this year.. ben and I are not buying presents for each other..
because we don't wanna waste money.. we rather spent the money for entertainment and food.

well.. actually we dun need to make that day special because it's valentine's.. being with someone you love.. everyday is special..

I guess next saturday will be pack everywhere.. cos it's a saturday too.. sian.. i hate crowded places.. well what to do.. it's once in a year kinda thing..

this saturday.. goin to yinhui house for new year gathering.. goin to have pizza and playing card there..

I thought i have the inspiration to create a poem for sweetie.. but sunddenly dun have le.. hmm i guess the tv got me driftted away from my thoughts.. sorry sweetie nxt tym ok?

my 2 main goal for me is to go holiday.. thailand on my b'dae and taiwan end of this year! hope and pray i can make this 2 wishes come through

praying!

2009-01-28T19:02:00.002+08:00

it's been 2 days since the new year is over.. no more visiting for me.. ang pao collection is over too.

1st day. went back office for reunion lunch.. it's a tradition since the first day i joined bsp.. go back pai nian.. Had lunch at the same hotel last year.. cos we can't think of where to go... joehan, my boss too was funny this year.. he disturbing the waitress and also grace and zarah.. it was full of laughter.. we headed our ways at 2pm.. for me didn't go anywhere.. just went back sweetie's house watch tv and had a rest... evening time ate dinner and also accompanied him to see doc at changi general hospital.. he had fever and it was 38.5 degree.. WAH!.. after an injection he was fine. he fetched me home.

2nd day.. it was great.. headed to sweet's grandma house with his siblings.. den after that headed to my grandma's place.. that's the place i was looking forward to.. saw my nephew jun han at the staircase.. he was playin there.. he came to me and hug me.. =) held my hand tied.. and told me there was a man in the house he don't know who is he.. it came to my thought that it maybe my cousin's bf.. but no.. it was my other cousin who came back from hongkong for new year.. haha.. no that jun han nv seen him before.. just that he was still young before my cousin went to work in hongkong. yup.. he had dinner while pai nian with with grandma and aunties.. same ques.. all of them ask.. when are u getting married.. i was like huh! where got so fast.. well.. after all we need money to get married.. so i dun think it will be tt fast.. yesterday yang lei had mood swing didn't want to play with anyone.. well.. he's always tt shy.. but sometimes he warms up it can be very crazy.. my cousin went home early.. so tt left with junhan and his baby brother yinghan.. very cute baby.. hehe.. they celebrating thier b'dae in march.. having BBQ.. looking forward.. we can take family photo again..

it was not a mood to go to work today.. meimei, agnes and me was reckless.. super no energy to work.. i started to learn how to do our company's accounts today.. not the daily report.. but the monthly one.. grace is goin back to taiwan.. =( but we really hope she comes back.. hehe.. left work at 5pm sharp.. it was happiness to us even though it was only an hour earlier.. i headed home straight away..

hmm this saturday.. going to hogan's karateh competition.. hmm yup.. that i need to update.

2009-01-18T17:28:00.002+08:00

Chines new year is around the corner.. time is running short.. so much spring cleaning to do..

pretty satisfied with myself today.. haha.. it's been so long since i've done most of the housework by myself.. *grins!

woke up.. 730 this morning.. wash up, bough breakfast for my parents and brother.. and also bought some cleaning solutions.. 9am.. transfrom myself to a housekeeper.. wash the bathroom for 1 hour.. after that wash the window at my beadside.. followed by wash the corridor and wash my house gate and main door.. took a 5 mins break.. continued with cleaning up my room.. vaccum my bedside window again.. because some part can't wash.. also vaccume the room and the walls and clean my cupboard.

vaccume the whole house, mopped the floor.. ALL MYSELF! :) only wash the kitchen with my mum.. well now my house is spotless with dust.. fresh air.

didn't meet sweetie today.. because today, i'm having reunion lunch with my parents at home.. every year we will eat 1 week.. that's our tradition.. he's also busy doing painting at home.. i also helped out yesterday.. pretty fun.. haha cos it is a good form of arm exercise. :p

well.. it's counting down to 1 week to chinese new year.. soon will be hearing my aunties asking.. when getting married ah? den those long time no see relative will be sayin.. wah you so big liao ah.. last time see u.. you were this tall only.... blah blah blah... haha well most of all i'm looking forward to see my friends.. and also my 4 loveable nephews..

next sunday.. goin to my grandma house for reunion dinner.. hope my lil nephew jun han will be there.. looking forward to play with him.. also with other 3 nephews..

long holiday this coming week.. not sure where to go on the eve of the new year..well.. will plan again.. going shoppin tomoro myself.. i want to look for new year clothes that I can wear to work as well..

going to tie up myself with practical.. my instructor said I still left with 10 lessons..
wah!! so fast.. but my final still not passed.. sad and worried.. but also excited at the same time.. cos soon I can drive sweetie's car.. YEAH! so looking forward... lalalalala

i guess that's all.. take care..

2009-01-01T19:33:00.002+08:00

it's a brand new year.. for a brand new begining for everyone... and it also comes with brand new challenges to overcome.

i have no new year resolutions because.. I'll just want to work my year as the way I want.. resolutions are just a list of "to do things'..

chinese new year is coming around the corner.. seems pretty fast.. soon i will be stressing for society events again.

But i guess this time round i'm more aware of the happenings.

the only wish i want this year is to be able to go overseas.. I want to do the count down to 2010 at taiwan..

time really flies.. i'm turning 24 this year.. shit.. i'm getting old.. well.. what to do.. it's life..

Well.. i'm wishing everyone.. happy 2009.. may it be a successful and fruitful year for everyone.

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2008-12-28T17:05:00.002+08:00

blogging time...

sick sick sick.. why does it always happen to me at every ending of the month... and it's december... been coughing since christmas.. i guess it is no count down for me this year.. but i really wish to go see fire works.. marina bay is having count down.. vivo too.. i wanna go either one place.. hope i get well soon.

I guess this year is very different.. counting down with sweetie only.. i guess..

oh.. something happy that i wanna blog.. haha.. it's a bit lame but i'm happy to blog about it cos i've been wanting to get rid of it since i wans in pr 6.. yes the black mole that has been stuck on my top right eye brow is removed. went to jb with yinhui last week.. and decided to get rid of it once and for all.. she did it last yr.. so i see the result was good.. it's healing now.. :)

looking forward to 2009.. it's a new beinging.. but still need to work hard to save more money.. economy is bad.. hopefully next year.. there will not be any more mishap.. here wishing everyone.. happy new year!

2008-12-14T21:12:00.003+08:00

finally events are all over.. tt means no more dead lines.. less stress and less worried and no more panic.. * PEACE!

the 2 days of events that I was at the hotel was busy and is a must to be alert and sharp.. had to be at the hotel by 645am.. to get everything prepared.. the timing really reminds me of the days when I was attached to Carlton.. that 2 days.. I really felt i was back as a hotelier..

On the second day. I was running all over the hotel for the second day.. working according to the schdule that was given.. had to organise the participant of the society to the opening ceremony ballroom... den guide the lion dance to the ballroom.. for lunch den guide the participants to the ballroom.. assist for the award ceremony.. @ 430 guide all participant to pick up point to take bus to the turf club.. and at turf club.. assist for lucky draw and performance.. but at the same time.. i get to bet for horse racing.. haha.. with meimei and agnes.. but our horse did not win.. everything ended at 930.. it's a sweet thing that dear came to pick me.. it was not in the plan previously because it will be too far for him to come frm tampines to pick me and frm serangoon back to tampines.. appreciated it sweetie.. at the end of the second day.. my both ankles was strain and had 2 blisteres.. tt's the first time my feet was burning when I took out my foot wear.. I totally drop to bed after my bath..

now one thing in my personal life is happeninf and it something i really hoped and wish it will be over and done quickly.. but I know this takes time. my grandma is admitted to hospital yesterday due to slow heart beat.. she was fighting her illness last year with this sickness call "she"(snake) it had spoilt her vains and made her very thin.. since den.. she had gone to see many doctors.. but she still trust the only doctor that my grandpa consulted before he passed away.. I know she's staying strong.. she is fighting strongly.. she is very afriad to trouble us.. she should have told us when she found out she had the snake sickness at the first stage.. but she didn't.. this snake sickness is deadly.. my mum said.. it will go round your waist.. and if it goes a full round the person will die straight away.. for my grandma.. it was half... but it is cured... now is just her nerves getting weak that's why is causing the heart beating slow..

I cried the other day.. before i fell asleep.. because I really didn't want to loose her.. she is the reason for our family getting close.. she has been taking care of us since young.. and even if we don't go to visit her on sundays.. she will boil soup for us and ask my mum to bring back for me and my brother.. once she ask my mum.. Why didn't I go see her for so long..? I was so touched.. and felt sorry.. she's an old lady with limited time and hoping and wanting to see us her children/grandchildren/great grandchild every week.. but we doesn't seem to go down to see her often.. that's a very sad thing to say.. I'm telling myself to go down to see her every sunday like last time..

today i went to see her.. she is getting so petited ( small). my heart melt... really hopes she gets well soon.. if not, doctor said she have to go for surgry to insert a wire to help her heart beat at a normal speed.. ad if she doesn't, i'll take leave to stay by her outside the operation room.. i'm starting to pray everyday for her to get well.. I dun want to loose her..

2008-11-28T14:37:00.002+08:00

2 events down.. 1 more to go.. i'm counting the days.. i'm so tired.. i'm so looking forward to a holiday.

now is the wrapping up of the start for the event, finding equipments.. sorting things out and confirming things.. kinda stress and afraid..

I'm on mc today that why i'm blogging at this time.

had bad gastric pains again.. from a sudden.. but i did not really show at work yesterday.. after work.. I took a cab home.. den slowly fever came.. body got warmer.. I guess it was indigestive too.. I ate "mian xian" which was a very light meal.. well.. I guess it was starchy and my stomach can't digest... consulted a doctor at 9pm and got a mc.. till now my body is still warm and the pain is still there.. but not tt bad anymore..

time is flying so fast.. 2008 is ending soon.. it was just like yesterday that i went count down with my friends and sweetie at sentosa.. I wonder what are we goin to do this year for count down.. I've already planned a dinner gathering with gang that I went sentosa with.. so far.. only yinhui and yiwen replied.. well, we haven't met for about 6 mths.. so I really hope we can meet up.. Kinda wanting to go clarke quay.. cos after dinner we can chill out there.. we'll see how it goes..

My naughty nephew, Jun Han is going primary 1 next year.. yes, he's tt naughty kid whom was at my b'dae chalet 2 years ago.. wow, i'm getting old.. same goes.. it was just like yesterday I carried him when he was a lil baby.. really missed him though.. haven't seen him for 1 mth.. because my cousin is out on a business trip.. and sometime he goes my grandma house, I have something on.. hai.. well.. i'm going to get him a 1st day at pr 1 present.. don't know wat to get.. well it is also a combination of christmas present.. i will also buy for my other 3 nephews.. besides that I will also need to buy new office clothes.. i think i'm lack for that.. lock of outing clothes too.. then christmas present for my parents.. and my sweetie..

so many shopping to do.. and my handphone.. still haven't buy.. i guess i'll wait till janaury.. when I get my bounus.. W902 wait for me!!

i guess that's all.. take care peeps

2008-11-12T20:48:00.002+08:00

Haven't been updating regularly like before.. dunno why.. just lazy i guess..

apart from being lazy i'm busy.. busy with work.. to the extrem.. aft work i'm busy with FACE BOOK!! haha.. very addicted to it.. now I know why dear friends say face book is fun.. so may game to play..

my events are all in line now.. next week.. going to be the reaching point of getting even more busy. 1st society event.. SSFS.. a 4 days event.. but that i'm not worried because this society have been with us for 3 years so I roughly know the flow..

nxt is EPTC.. this is a very big event which I cannot make any mistake.. it's a 4.5 days event.. whcih I think all 4.5 days I have to be there.. well.. so far.. every thing is on the track.. well, all i can say is, I pray..

I'm so looking forward to having a holiday.. at least a 2 weeks break to go on a holiday.. Taiwan? maybe.. next year.. I always wanted to go.. saving money.. lots. for holiday.. and for future..

It's been a long time since I went KTV with gallen and gangs, also with yinhui anf kath.. well.. hope it will be soon.. cos I want to relieve my stress..

Dec 12 faster coming.. then all my event will be the end.. and i'm FREE!!!

2008-10-26T22:35:00.003+08:00

a b'dae celebration which i planned for my sweetie.. another year older... another year wiser.. sweetie.. i wish you happy birthday.. early one.. hehe

here is what we did yesterday..

Cheng Ho Cruise.

Boarding Pass..

My Ah Beng...

boat in his hand?

2008-10-09T20:44:00.002+08:00

updates...

counting down to 2 month to all my society end thier event.. been so stressed up last week and this week.. doin all the compilations, making overseas calls and calling to suppliers to zipped up everything.. hurry time.. faster come.. I NEED A BREAK!!!

sweetie's b'dae is coming.. we made a promised b4 not to buy any presents.. cos presents are a waste of time and money.. we rahter spent it on food.. leisure or holiday.. this year we are spending it on food.. I have made reservation for the both of us to have dinner on cruise.. well thanks to my job that i came to know about this cruise dinning.. It's Cheng Ho cruise.. jus $55 net per person.. I have done my homework.. It will be a 2 1/2 hours cruise and it will pass by Kusu Island.. and at 805 the is a performance name Sound of the Sea and aft that it will end with fireworks.. This is the 1st tym i planned dinner with my love one.. nv done b4 to the rest of the 5 guys before ben.. hmm i want to make it memorable for him.. is also part of paying back to him for being such a sweet boyfriend to me.. and alsonot having a decent celebration last yr.. which i was not prepared.. will take pictures and will definetly enjoy the night out together..

political issues are around the office.. i dun wan to talk bout it.. cos i dun feel like.. I rather have my mind and soul in my work.. that's the most impt and the 1st priority in this moment in time..

had company bbq last sat.. enjoyed it.. but was tiring.. also enjoyed lorraine's b'dae.. pictures are in my friendster.. all my colleagues.. that day was lorraine being a super star day.. she kept wanting to take picture.. she said we made her feel younger by 20 years.. haha.. I'm happy too.. cos 1st tym play tennis, but kana hit by meimei once.. the ball just came banging on my arm it was painfull.. VERY!! the second time was her bf i think.. near to the 1st injury.. dots! tennis was fun and exhuasting.. I also enjoy her shower.. it has rain shower.. handshower and side massage shower.. 4 shower heads splashing at u all at the same time.. SHIOK! i bathe for 1 hour.. agnes also, aft me.. meimei did not try cos she went to another bathroom.. all stressed washed away..

i've end with my updating..

2008-10-01T07:58:00.003+08:00

David Pomeranz - Born For You

Too many billion people running around the planet
What is the chance in heaven that you'd find your way to me,
Tell me what is this sweet sensation
It's a miracle that's happened
Though I searched for an explanation
Only one thing it could be

That I was born for youIt was written in the stars
Yes I was born for you
And the choice was never ours

It's as if the powers of the universe
Conspired to make you mine
And till the day I die
I blessed the day that I was born for you

Too many foolish people
Trying to come between us
None of them seems to matter
When I looked into your eyes

Now I know why I belong here
In your arms I found the answer
Somehow nothing would seemed so wrong here
If they'd only realized

That I was born for you
And that you were born for me
And in this random world
This was clearly meant to be

What we have the world
Could never understand
Or ever take away
And till the day I die
I blessed the day that I was born for you

What we have the world
Could never understand
Or ever take away
And as the years go by
Until the day I die
I blessed the day that I was born for you

2008-10-01T07:09:00.003+08:00

updates:

recently many things are happening around sweetie and me.. bad luck I should day.. about sweetie.. not having sales from people out there due to the stupid US news about AIG and the AIA thingy.. people are cancelling their policies not even waiting for news that say it was recovered.. after 24 hours.. why can't you people jus wait..! just 24 hours.. this has been affecting alot of agents in AIA.. all around sweetie was colleagues resigned.. switched to another line.. some have to sell their car jus to have cash in hand to go through this difficult moment.. all I see are his collleagues falling off the line of being an insurance agent.. not having the mood to work.. cos they have no faith.. even if they tried calling people out there for sales.. all they get is hanging up the calls after said they are from AIA.. I mean.. can't you jus give them time to speak and explain.. but i'm gald to say some of his client still trust AIA.. Tania, I really want to thank your dad for understanding.. This incident really affected benny alot.. not even him.. the people around him too.. eg. his family, whom he have to take care... me emotionally.. But I try stand strong to support him in everyway.. the news has been over about 2 weeks.. I hope I can see his smiling face in his heart.. not that his not smiling since the news.. jus that.. he doesn't show to me is sad and stressed side.. so tt's why I said.. I want to see his smiles in his heart.. =)

bad luck number 2... laptop was lost last week.. and I was without a trace... I mean not mine.. sweetie's.. he left it in the car all the time.. It was when he went to his boss's condo for bbq.. well.. i'm sorry to to those whom have sat his car.. you all are suspective criminals to me.. an object won't jus dissapper by itself.. cos it has no legs.. it could be sweetie misplaced it.. cos the laptop is his room of carrer all infomations are inside.. so must be somebody took it.. and said he/she did not take.. well.. I already told him not to believe anyone so easily.. I've learn not to believe too easy.. even my family.. I jus buy wat they say.. but it doesn't mean i trust.. in simple.. as my dad say.. ppl say u just listen... dun have to throw 100% trust.. cos humans are humans.. we lie..
we just listen and forget.. so a lesson learn here.. nv put valueables in the car.. like Laptop, handphone etc.. well dear.. i'm going to say this for the last time.. and i said before.. dun put your laptop in you car anymore.. jus bring home everyday.. laziness kills yourself.. I mean wat so difficult..? carry up and down.. can treat it as arm exercise ma.. right.. you are complaining your little mouse is gone right? BUILD IT BACK!!

as for me... my deadlines for all the society events are coming soon.. just left this month to get everything prepared.. really afriad I may get things mixed up.. cos are all so near one another.. I emailed some but no reply.. emailed so many times and still no reply.. I can't call, cos it's overseas.. I really dunno wat to do.. But i'm glad to say.. the meeting up of supplier that I arranged for one of the society was quite successful.. the company gave better discounts aft they went there.. I was suppose to go.. but lorraine said I no need to go.. so i stayed in the office to clear my work that I'm suppose to do.. =) work was hactic yesterday.. very busy.. but i'm gald it's over.. crossing my fingers I dun get things messed up!..

looking forward to this saturday.. my company's first time havign BBQ together.. It will be a tiring day of fun, laughter and play! haha.. still dunno wat to buy for lorraine.. seriously cracking my minds.. all my cells.. and dear just told me last week his brother's b'dae also coming.. I think this friday.. oh no.. really dunno wat to buy.. headache.. well.. i only have today to go buy presents.. so I'll grab whatever I see is useful..

i'll end here.. cos i need to look for love songs.. to hcange my blog song.. tc.

2008-09-14T09:05:00.003+08:00

a tiring weekend saturday.. went chinese garden to see the lightings.. this year's theme is Hello Kitty World.. hehe.. I won't wan to miss it cos this character has been around since I was young.. esp my favourite My Melody..!! so cute..!

After work came home to have a rest first.. had lunch at home too.. den dear aft appointment came my house to have a rest.. watch Huang Jing Lu awhile den we headed to Jurong.. a long drive for him.. hmm.. well not goin to go so far anymore.. made him so tired.. aches my heart too.. hmm went Jurong Point for a walk.. and also bought movie tickets for the night movie.. Sweetie had dinner at KFC.. I only ate cheese fries and a drink.. cos I had heavy lunch..

Aft Dinner.. we drove off to chinese garden.. not knowing tt that many ppl was goin till we drove nearer to the road that turns in to the garden.. It was a long queue.. we spent 30 mins waiting to get and.. but parking was easy.. cos there were staff there to guid and telling us where to the parking space was.. bought enterence ticket and also redeemed a Hello Kitty Lanter.. =) we walked and sweat alot too.. love it! burning fats... =) we took alot of pictures.. shall let pictures do the talking..

Seacond mistake of the night.. decided to leave the place at 930.. cos our movie is 1005. again not knowing that the crowd was heavy.. we were stuck in a jam again while going out.. another 30mins wasted.. sweetie was throwing temper.. I have picture to prove.. and I jus kept quiet..

soon we reached the junction to exit the jam.. soon as the light turns green.. sweet speed up to rush for the movie.. in no time we got back to jurong point.. rush to buy a drink and ran in to the movie.. this is our first time individually late for a moive.. we watched Babylon.. was a nice moive i should say.. jus tt the ending a bit.. funny.. not in the sense of comedy.. but lame..

we were worn out by the end of the day. got hime at 1230am.. watched Jacky Wu's Guess x3 and slept at 1am..

now present to you the pictures..

Enterance..

Kitty and Me

My Melody and Me

on the Bridge

Welcome to Kitty World!

Race Course 1

Race Course 2

Cycling

Ben & Yi 1

Champion!

me

Sailing Kitty Family

Dinning kittys

Resting @ Pond

Kitty's & friends Skating

Ben & yi 2

Ben & yi 3

Ben & yi 4

Ben & yi 5

kissed!

Water Sport!

way back home..

2008-09-08T15:10:00.005+08:00

upadating time...

on mc today.. due to my sore throat and flu for the pass 4 days.. finally i can't fight it this morning.. flam still stuck in my throat, and blocking nose frm the flu.. bad weather these days i should say.. I guess my body system is not good in protecting myself from all these virues out there.. time to eat more vitamin and exercise more.. Aft seeing the doc.. much better now.. nose clear.. flam still stuck but less coughing.. All i spent my weekends is cough and sneezing.. wasted so many tissue paper.. We should save the tree! hur hur.. aftall.. i'm better..

Am still as usual busy with society events.. all events are coming up very soon.. kinda afraid i'll mess eveything up.. but so far I'm led well from my boss.. so i guess everything will be fine.. she said to me.. do one step at a time.. Oh, i also learnt how to do filing online to register a business.. Love doing it.. now i like ppl coming in the office and setting up business.. I just love doing the E-Filing.. so cool.. haha.. but dun really like to serve them.. cos some quite troublesome.. ask many questions and sometimes i dunno how to ans.. and some ask stupid questions ( though the phone).. for example.. one ask me.. How can I assure and trust you to incorporate the company for me and keeping all my records with you.... my reaction was like.. HUH! if you dun trust us.. then why do you come to make enquires at the first place? Mind as well do it yourself.. but my answer to the client was.. " we have been in this line for 6-7 years.. nothing goes wrong so far.. and we have many potential clients who comes back to us to incorporate monre companies". He was like hmm ok.. but till now i didn't see him coming in to the office to set up his business.. so funny..

Last week was quite happening.. Went gym with yh aft work on wed.. kinda proud of myself.. manage to run 10mins + non-stop on the track-mill.. previously i only run not even 5mins and i'll start to walk.. haha.. aft gym.. headed to Hougang mall to meet up with Kath.. had dinner.. well tt's the longest time i waited for her 2 hours.. but luckily yh was with me.. we were dead hungry before gym.. can you imagine aft all the fat burning.. we were like.. worst den dead hungry.. we only had dinner at 10pm.. you can call it supper by then.. about 11+ took cab home.. kath went to yh house to watch tv.. yup..

Fri- had dinner with lorraine & company.. to celebrate grace's b'dae.. yeah new staff.. she's from taiwan.. one of Joehan's business partner's daughter.. relation very far.. haha.. but dunno how to descript her.. soft-spoken with kind heart i should say.. had dinner at Tung Lok Rest.. the one at PAramount Hotel.. Oppsite of Marine PArade. we had buffet.. wah! it was very sumtious dinner i should say.. I was very full.. we took pics.. my 1st ever pic with BSP.. aft 4 years of work there.. haha.. but sad thing is i did not leave with them.. cos my dearest was in a very bad mood on tt day.. and i made him waited.. but everything is fine nw.. aft dinner they planned to go Equnioxt.. a bar/club on top of Swiss-Hotel.. (I think)

Sunday- went to dear's colleague's baby 1 mth celebration.. with my flu and cough i did not go near the baby.. jus had a glance.. we stayed outside the house with vincent.. who came later with chole, linda and another colleague.. dear and i left 30mins later.. cos had a game of billard.. with jimmy.. hmm my 1st time seeing jimmy so angry.. well not to us but with joel.. long stroy.. so scary..! like gangster..

Looking forward to a few things this month.. hehe.. tt's something to make me strive my way to month end..

Visiting Chinese garden this sat.. to see the lightings for the Autum Festivel... Shopping spree with yh this sunday, also visiting grandma ( Autum Festivel this sunday).. monday on leave.. goin SSDC and study for my test..( this leave is suppose for me to rest, cos initially this sunday need to go wedding dinner.. but later dear say i no need to go).. Den also looking forward to the BBQ session tt lorraine is going to organise for us.. pre-b'day celebration for her.. and also visting the society suppliers end of this month.. hope the society can get.. good bargains andgood stuff.. den I can have share of the goodie bag.. haha.. not shy den can get..

nothing to blog already.. take care ..

Standing Left to right : Chris(Lorraine's sister), Zarah, Lorrine and Me..
Sitting Left to right : Jecel, Grace, Agnes, Meimei..

2008-08-20T20:25:00.002+08:00

haven been blogging for a long time i guess.. sweetie has been complaining of me not blogging..

hmm.. wat's there to update about me and my life for the past 2 weeks.. being forgetful, busy and stressed up... where to find the mood to blog... where to start.. now still compiling my reports for the society's event end of this yr.. den learning to do cases and online filing form my colleague.. hehe, kinda happy learning new things.. but still work is stressful.. i wanna go on a holiday..

sweetie, is also stressful with work.. but whenever it come to weekend.. we try not to think of work.. yup..

i guess i'm putting on a bit of weight lately cos i'm a bit lazy with doin exercise.. guess i better eat less..

hmm nothing to blog le la.. very lil. i'm sorry.. miss my friends.. jasmin, kath, yinhui, faye, adrian and novwell.. meet u all soon..

2008-08-11T20:27:00.003+08:00

wat a weekend for me.. enjoyed it!!

well.. tried to sleep as much on saturday, but failed.. in the end i woke up the same as every weekend.. 730am, tt's the time.. got up watched tv and also ate a bowl of tom yam maggie noodle...! haha.. early in the morning eat chillie liao.. :P well that's too open my digistive system.. and you know.. :P ok.. erm aft tt washed up and watched doremon cartoon till about 11am... sweetie came to pick me up for our date! yup.. first stop was Sim Lim square.. went there to search for my MP3( suppose to buy on tt day) , also to find the Microsoft software for Lorraine.. cos she wanted to buy for the office for another 5 user.. found one which is very cheap and I showed her today.. she was rather shocked.. haha.. cos i got cheaper den her other search... haha.. Aft Sim Lim, we went back to his house.. cos he had appt with a client at 330pm.. I stayed at his house to play games and also online... at about an hour later he came back to have a rest and aft that we went to Century Square to buy present before going to the 1 mth baby celebration for Aaron and Jamie.. Met up with Faye before going in.. cos I was shy.. haha.. Oops!

stay there about till 930.. had fun though.. talkin and talkin.. and also drank 1 can of Heniken.. hehe.. bro thank you!! hahah... but anyway my sweetie already know i will drink.. ha! aft that we went to arcade to play some games before goin home.. well that's another place we always like to go... about 11+ i reached home..

Sunday was fruitful too.. I left home at about 1030 am! haha.. we went Giant to buy some groceris and also ad our early lunch there.. bought some cookies for my adorable nephew.. JunHan.. cos dear and I going to my grandma house.. we washed our car aft giant.. and aft that went home to have a rest.. at about 330pm we left to buy some food to bring to my grandma house... we reached my grandma house at about 430pm.. my mum was already there.. we watched tv while waiting for my cousin and both nephew to come.. JunHan and his baby brother YingHan.. we waited till we were very hungry.. den my mum say.. " let's eat and wait at the same time".. tt was the phrase sweetie was waiting for.. cos he was complianing her was hungry from the moment we stepped into the house.. 15mins later.. a verynoisy boy was shouting.. yes tt's junhan's voice.. he was shhy when he saw me.. haha.. cos 3 mth nv see him liao.. den when he came in.. he was bugging sweetie already.. ahah.. they click very well i should say.. nw he seldom disturb me cos sweeite is there. haha.. so i played with my baby nephew.. Junhan took 1hour to finish his dinner b'cos he was busy playin with me and sweetie.. and kana scolding.. poor boy.. aft his dinner.. i hold my hand and take me to my uncle's room.. den later he went to hold dear's hand to the room.. theyv played alot in the room i would say... junhan was sweating like hell.. my baby nephew is so cute!! no shy at all.. nv cry when we carry him.. but we left early cos we wanted to go for a stroll b4 we end our weekend..

oh i miss my 2 nephew now.. still got other 2 nephew la.. but they seldom come to my grandma house.. yanglei.. a very shy boy.. and his brother.. i duno his name oops! i hope to see them more often too.. like how i always see junhan.. hhaa.. tt crazy boy.. well.. nothing can stop me from doting me.. cos he's very close to me.. and i love him! missed his noisy voice now..

wat a weekend.. looking forward to this sat.. SENTOSA!! and i can get to see my 2 gers! Kath and Yinhui... and also dear and i can get to go for a stroll.. but first i got to work hard for the next 4 days... slpy...! Jiayou!!

Dear.. i see a father-like-you when u were playing with my nephew.. as i told u.. you will be a good husband and a father in future.. tt's wat i see and want my bf to be.. muacks

2008-08-04T21:25:00.002+08:00

on the weeks of no blogging.. i would say my life is quite happening..

every weekend is the same.. not not like the one i had on Sat and yesterday.. Saturday.. at work was quite relaxing cos it's a sat.. not much ppl came.. I can even helped at the counter.. den aft tt dear and I headed to grab a bite.. and den went to Tampines mall to watch movie.. money not enough 2.. quite funny and touching.. Dear and i cried.. aft movie we went back to his house..

sunday.. we went for our KTV marathone.. haha yes! only 2 of us.. we went to Kbox.. for the K-lunch session.. we sang from 11am to 2 pm.. den we extended the time to 5pm..haha we sang till we got no voice.. jus a phrase.. sang many many songs.. some are not even sang b4.. den we went Simpang Bedok to have our early dinner.. den bought satay home for his family too.. went to his house.. spent my time loading pic to friendster while he was sleeping.. aft 1 hour he got up.. den we watch movie.. was tired too so i went home early..

today.. very busy at work.. tt's so simple.. i think i'm falling sick soon.. very slpy too.. this weekend got to attend Jamie's and Aaron's son 1mth celebration.. den nxt week sat SENTOSA!!

2008-07-21T21:23:00.002+08:00

hmm.. really nothing to update.. just update briefly...

work.. is bz.. got to handle 2 society now.. but i'm guided by my boss of course.. she's really nice.. I try to follow everything she said.. and do as been told.. doin compilation of my research of cruise dinning.. chairman and lorraine was in the meeting about it.. have to find another another one.. and i have to do presentation for tt.. kinda scared though.. maybe i'll jus write everything in detail.. haha.. tomoro have to do 2 more research.. JIA YOU. this fri goin turf city.. haha yes! the turf city tt all uncles go for horse racing.. but I goin there for a society's dinner meeting, with lorraine. excited! my 1st tym there.

my weekends is the same.. sat.. went KTV and Chinatown.. Crystabell.. gallen,kevin, wenhao,kath, yh and me!! hey u all owe me my pics.. better send me.. den met dear.. walked around at Chinatown and headed to dear's house.. exhuasted.. overslept some more.. suppose to go home at 12.. but slept till almost 1 am.. i took cab home.. sunday.. went facial.. had lunch.. dear came to pick me up at hougang mall.. headed to east coast.. wanted to cycle.. but the rain kept coming and goin.. in the end we jus took a stroll and played arcade.. sweetie suppose to have appt.. but was cancel last min.. so we washed car..

nothing much to update le.. tc

2008-07-13T17:49:00.003+08:00

well.. had enjoyed my 3 days break from quitting my job .. not goin to blog in detail.. cos i'm tired.. and not feeling well at this point of time.

went to kath chalet yesterday.. I would call that a liquor party.. we had in line of liquor.. Carona.. Heniken.. Vodka.. Red wine.. Black lable.. wow.. i helped out with the Carona and heniken.. and had a few sips black label and red wine frm kath and jasmin.. i wasn't drunk nor am i "high/seh" jus normal.. kana smashed by chocolate cream for no reasons again.. shit! kaTH!!!! i gave my promise to her tt i won't start and cat fight.. which she, herself did the same to me.. I guess she was drunk and too high.. and changed her mind.. well.. aft all, it was fun.. played a game called 007.. which tested our reactions.. ad to see if we were attentive.. in the end i guess me.. jasmin and kath kana shot down many times.. aft the cutting cake.. novwell, yh, jimmy, tim, issac, yiwen, sweetie and i sat at the table outside the chalet playin card.. hmm novwell and i didn't.. my role there was to help sweetie to drink whenever he loose the game.. hmm sounds like i'm the guy and he is the ger.. haha... yup he can't drink cos he's driving and also it's in his family blood that whenever he drink rashes will come.. so yup..

soon, many ppl left the party... left behind was jimmy, yh, sweetie and me.. sitting outside.. while jasmin kath and their friends inside.. sweetie and jimmy start fire again.. cos 4 of us wanted to have some wings and satay before we left.. also they were still play cards.. 4 of us left at 12am.. cos it was a timing that sweetie and jimmy set for us to leave.. yup..

we brought back 2 bottles of carona.. cos sweetie said he wanted to try.. so i said ok.. i drink with u.. he got hang over aft 5 mins.. haa.. face wash damm red.. so i said we better go slp.. this morning got up havin slight fever.. and he was still in the journey of hangover..

so tired.. goin to slp at 8pm later.. cos tomoro is a new start for me at BSP.. good luck!

2008-07-05T11:52:00.002+08:00

well, finally the day is here... my last day at work.. been looking forward to this day for so long.. jus looking forward a brand new start of my carrer.. having to work back my 9am-6pm timing.. some reasons also inculdes doing shipments and i cannot stand my boss.. I know i have to respect him an a superior or as an old man.. but nah.. i rather leave the place den making myself dragging my day..

to my colleagues of Equip-Design.. I enjoyed workin with all of you.. filing my days with laughter and always buying food to share.. esp elisa.. i know you'll be reading.. thank you for your friendship for this 1 mth that you have been around.. you've brought alot of laughter through my days.. having to wake up early in the morn to meet for breakfast.. and shoppin before work, always treating me and buying food for me.. even though i insist to pay and u won't allow.. I guess i really got to miss u lots too.. well I promise i'll meet u as much as I can aft my work.. you've been a great company.. I'll surely miss you laughter and jokes and other nonsense :P
another colleague who also havee been a great company is Huani.. thanks ger.. U"ve brought laughter to my day at work.. and dun forget our common interest.. Gucci Bags!! :D.

hmm... yesterday was rather low in morale and low in mood.. maybe because there was nothing to do at work.. well it's not common.. plus I was having cramps the whole day.. everything seems to be so slow.. time.. ppl... and every game i played.. i'm sure to loose.. got so fed up.. i off my fone.. and decided a moment of slience.. blust myself with my MP3 aft work.. i dunno i just teared in the train.. well not much i controlled... only switched on my fone when I was in bed at 10pm. wow! tt's early.. I guess i was really tired and exhuasted. Only talked to sweetie for 30mins and i fell to slp.. aft i hang up the fone i teared to slp.. I'm jus too tired... and tt will make me miserable.

This morning got up.. feeling quite fresh.. clean my hamster's cage.. seeing my boey running around the the clean cage make me happy.. cos it shows he's happy.. love him so much..

guess i'm goin to buy my new phone nxt week or so.. lookin forward to that.. well that's all i gotta say.. enjoy your sat peeps! hugs~!

2008-07-04T13:08:00.001+08:00

feel like screaming out loud.

having very bad cramps.. i seldom have cramps when i have my mens.. i guess i've been drinkin too much cold stuff last mth that's why it caused the cramps..

oh so pain.. goin to drag myself home aft work.. i'm not goin to walk much today. bless me!

2008-07-03T11:56:00.002+08:00

This will be the phone that i'll buy end of this month.. so exciting..!

Sony Ericsson C902!!

2008-07-02T11:53:00.002+08:00

hmm.. being my last few days at work in Plaza Singapura, I decided to put my work aside and type this blog.. do some updating for myself. :P

hmm last weekend was crashing pocket week.. haha.. went for my facial.. which i made appointment a week before.. the beautician taught me how to clean my face with tiher products and also did the therapy for me.. well it's a great singapore sales package which was $228 for 2 times. So ya.. dear paid that for me.. den I was asked to do a 1+1 eye therapy that will help me remove my dark circles and to relax my eyes.. which was $148. hmm alot of money there.. aft a 2 hour treatment.. i felt great.. i can see results.. my skin was fairer and can i say nicer.. haha well anyway the result was very impressive.. they even touch up for me my make up.. =) well dear also bought the product for me to bring home to wash my face, which costs about 300+? in total he paid 500+.. OH my hearts breaks to see that amount on the cashier screen... i was very guilty.. but anyway.. i'm paying him back tt money.. well.. good stuffs comes with a cost.. I got to say the products works very well for me.. my dark circles around my eyes are lighten alot.. my pimple scared are goin off soon and my blackheads on my nose are rather disappearing soon.. very happy with the result.. well.. i'll continue using thier products... no more using medications frm the doctor..! suppose to go back for another treatment this sat.. but i dun want to miss meeting up with grace,tania and kiyoko.. so i postphone it to a weekday aft i finish my new job next week.

Well cindy, I really dun understand why you have so much anger with the changing of date for the meet up.. I'm not going to cause anymore anger to you. But really hope to see u soon. Actually, my previous chalet last mth.. I expect you to come too... I only felt disappointed when i dun get to see u and tania there.. I didn't vent any anger.. cos I know.. we will meet up really soon. Dun get too angry over us.. aftall.. we have been friends for so many years.. ok?

enough about last satuarday..

Sunday, I went to did something which i kinda regret now.. I dyed my hair super black.. it kinda look fake for those who see me for the 1st tym... really hate it now.. I still prefer myself in brown.. my mum asking me to buy my own dye frm the pharmacy to dye it myself.. which i will do tt nxt mth.. brown looks better.. well.. i'll choose a brown nearer to black but no near to red.. too reddish too ah lian for a lil ger face like me.. :P aft i did my hair.. Sweetie came to pick me up and we went prawning nxt to bishan park.. well.. it was $30 for 3 hours.. we got 8 prawns.. well it's a a good number for the first try.. I tried to catch.. but i let 3 prawns with 3 tries of course.. den sweetie say he take over.. Hey, i jus dun have talent with prawning.. let me try more la.. :( Aft prawning.. we went back to Tampines to have our dinner and went to his house.. i watched you tube with his lappy and he played his fighting game on his PC.

this weekend will be busy for me again.. as mention before.. meeting grace/taina/kiyoko on saturday.. den sunday is shoppin and threadding with yinhui & daphne.. sweetie forgive me not spending time with u this weekend.. but i'll still meet u aft these 2 meetings right! we cannot dun meet each other.. we will die.. muack! i will minimise my shopping list and budget myself this mth.. and yes.. aft so much mistakes with shoppin online.. I'm stopping myself to shop there..

That's all i guess i need to update.. back to my work!

2008-06-25T08:57:00.003+08:00

grace is back!! but i haven't heard anything frm her though.. whey.. sms or tag me leh.. if u see this post.. cindy.. no worries.. there will be no pork or lard.. cos i seldom eat pork too. we won't die without eating that.

well.. i'm kinda emotional these days.. i dunno why... and i tend to keep to myself.. and suddenly I dun feel like trusting anyone around me.. inculding benny.. I jus dun seem to know why.. I'm so lost and empty.. and normally aft the tears I'll be okay.. but now.. tears dun allow me overcome my sadness.. nothing comes out..

maybe because I was been betrayed once.. and afraid of loosing.. i dunno lah.. it's irritating me.. i dun seem to be back to my normal-self. how? help!

about 10 days to go till i resign.. I'm looking forward to that everyday. Maybe I dun get to see sweetie as often as last time.. tt's why I'm lost.. whenever ppl asked about him i get pissed of.. it's true.. and i'll start thinkin why do they want to know about his presents.. and there's nothing to do with them.. but den maybe it's just out of concern.. well.. i dunno la.. it's always aft a year os r/s my mood will be like that..

I wish I could see benny more often.. den i'll feel myself back on the go..

dear.. i'm sorry.. i'm jus too afraid of loosing you.. i swear.. i'm really afriad..

2008-06-22T21:29:00.003+08:00

well.. weekend passed quite fast again..

work was fun.. cos all the bosses not around this week.. big boss go hongkong for holiday.. second boss went bali for the new showroom opening.. yup.. and we in singapore work and play at the same time.. laughters always fill our time before we knock off.. aft having spoken frm adrian (my second boss) i still decided to prceed with my resignation.. well.. i find working at the lawyer's company most challenging and also to keep myself full with each second. Though it maybe tough and stressful.. but i can make it.

my last day is on the 5th of july.. and the following monday 7th july will be the date i commence work at the lawyer firm.. happy to be back to my 9-6 hours.. so happy.. tt's equals to meeting my mum aft work.. shoppin on my own.. and spendin more time with my sweetie and my friends. So looking forward to that.

Oh! friday was our 1yr being together.! wow.. time flies.. hmm didn't really get to celebrate cos i knock off at 9pm.. caught a movie aft my work. Get Smart.. so funny.. nice.. and The Rock is so HANDSOME.. haha.. i'll nv stop sayin he's handsome.. frm day 1 i saw him fight at WWF.. wah.. so muscular.. faint!.. opp.. i think somebody goin to get angry.. sorry sweetie.. muack.. u are still the best..

yesterday.. aft work went to sze ni's b'dae buffet.. maybe i was there early.. not much ppl.. didn't stayed long.. aft that.. went to pasir ris pond to see ppl fish.. sweetie didn't get to do his fishing for 2 weeks.. can see the eager face on him.. haha.. aft that we headed back to his house.. watch dvd.. den aft that i went home.

today.. suppose to go gym.. but it was raining heavily.. i was freezing cold at 6am.. got woken up by the thunder.. i guess it wanted me to cover myself tight to continue my beautiful dreams.. heh! offically woke up at 8am.. cos as the start i said.. suppose to go gym with yinhui.. we sms each other to cancel cos of the weather.. i planned to go back to slp.. but i tot.. i could use the time to pack my stuff.. so i did.. thrown away many stuff.. my drawer nw is like so empty.. it's spring cleaning nxt week again.. my cupboard.. so many t-shrits.. i should give away some.. headed to his house at 11+ ate home-made lunch.. den did my puzzle which i have stopped for 2 weeks.. the sun came up.. and we went fishing.. headed to hougang mall to grab our dinner.. and also signed up a facial package.. no offence by the one i went b4 was not good! if u wan to know i tell u.. it's a name of a country.. and very famous.. fulls-stop. this one i sign up is very expert..! i haven't said about my skin type.. the person said first.. wow! impress. goin for the 1st session nxt sat.. before meetin tania/cindy/grace/sze ni/kiyoko.. I didn't forget dun worry.. benny reminded me too.. but i have already saved in my hp. no worries at all! =)

now typing this blog at benny's house.. he's watch DVD.. i'm not cos it's a scary show..

so gers.. where do u all wan to have dinner? i absolutly have no idea.. give ideas!!! pls!!! shall we eat steam boat or sakura buffet at somerset?

well.. grace is coming back.. haha.. haven't seen her for 1 year i think.. oops! forgotten.. i think i better stop.. tired.. i've upated everything for this week. bye~! muacks!

2008-06-19T23:50:00.003+08:00

Love is a story for two
Just like the early morning due.
Always fresh & pure
You are the one I always adore.

You caught my sight
Out of sudden, like a beam of light.
Everything around us doesn’t seems to exits
For me to see you clearly,
From that moment, I just want you mine dearly.

Shocked you made the first step, to ask me out on a date.
I was overjoyed, and almost dropped dead.
You asked if I wanted the rest to join, but I said no,
Cos I want you all to my own.
Enjoyed myself that night
But it was sad that we have to part.
My instints was telling me that you’re that Mr Right.

I missed you every day, And hopping to see you soon
I kept daydreaming, every noon.

A second date was asked,
And by vocal, a question was asked..
Surrounding was great and romantic,
Without a thought, I said yes,
A necklace was worn on me,
How thrilled could I be,
From that moment, our hearts were intervine.

Days passed, we held hands and slowly progress to kiss
Which couple wouldn’t go through these.
Everything was sweet like you.
We were really meant to be.
You’ll know what’s on my mind
Our thinking sometimes are sometimes the same.

We have spread our love to everyone around us.
Just like the wind blows the dust.

You will always stay by me,
You will always be there when I’m in-need.
Be it sick or discomfort. you love jus warmth my soul.

Through this walk of year
I have learnt a lot from you
Love isn’t just about falling in love
It’s about a lesson for two.
Hate to see your frowning face,
I wish I could keep it in a box and tied with lace.

For you my dear,
Love will never end
Beside you, the stage to shower our blessings is where I want to stand.
Hand in hand till we go to heaven up above.
With loving flying dove.

Looking forward to build our new path of love once again.
Challenges or fears we’ll overcome as one.
Many love poem I’ve written, just for you
From my heart, every word is true.
Never stopping with words
Because you are the living in me.

Happy 1st Annivesary my dear.
To you I belong.
You made me overcome my fear.
You made me feel so easy loving you.

loving you is the sweetest ever in my life.. aft being tripped and fallen out of love for 5 times.. i've finally found you.. most of the ppl tt we know are jealous about us.. tt's very clearly known.. as they are talkin about it.. but i've gone through so much pain jus to find this diamond like you, i've done god's tests and finally pass.. so i deserve it.. sweetie.. i'm sorry for any wrong if i have done.. you have done a very good job to protect and loving me.. showering me with never ending love and care. I treasure you even more each day.. pictures of us will be made into movie in my memories when we are not meeting.. i'll be yours only and forever.. happy 1st yr anniversary. muacks!

2008-06-13T18:10:00.002+08:00

not goin to blog a long post today.. nothing much happen this week.

goin to resign soon.. as decided.. have typed the letter.. and giving it to my manager tomoro.. I just see no point to stay there.. everyday is just wasting my time there.. I totally see no future there.. ppl are nice there esp now i have a very close colleague, Elisa.. she jus worked for 1 week.. =) surely will miss her..

Didn't slept well last night.. guess was the weather, woke up 3 times during midnight.. and the stupid construction started banging at 730am.. wat the F! I was like zombie this morning.. tot i would be better after taking panadol extra! but nope it didn't help.. requested for half day off.. and was approved on the spot.. sat at my place.. den boss came to me and said I can leave now dun have to wait till 4pm. So logged off frm MSN, packed my bag and left.. without tell anyone,
except my boss, of course.

slept for 2 hours.. but not feeling better.. instead got fever.. suppose to meet my gers tonight.. but couldn't make it.. my sweeties.. i'm very sorry! i really miss u all alot.. hmm..

goin to rest early to night.. well take care peeps!

2008-06-07T09:10:00.002+08:00

it's great yesterday.. just spending the time with sweetie.. i what i cannot ask for more.

went to work as usual.. buy papa cream puffs for my colleagues.. and they got me a poach.. so sweet.. i nv expect any presents seriously.. recevied flowers frm sweetie.. he ask Hazel Florist to send to Plaza Sing.. i actually showed him 3 pic of the flowers i like and asked him to choose.. and he chose the one that i like most.. wow..! xin you ling xi yi dian tong.. dear.. we cannot be more fated then anything else.. haha.. we just think alike.. most of the time. :)

took time off.. went clarke quay to have dinner.. nv knew wat to eat.. so we ate Mahattan seafood.. den took a stroll around tt area... and catch a movie.. Kung-Fu Panda!! it's totally funny and u can laugh frm the start till the end.. aft the show i was so widely awake.. but sweetie was over tired.. haha.. but we still headed home cos it was already 12+

took 2 pics of the flower.. will upload it later.. cheers! rushing off to prepare for work!! today is another Shoppin spree!! yeah!!!!

2008-06-05T22:46:00.004+08:00

happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday, happy birthday, happy birthday to me..!!

well nothing to be happy about cos i'm 23!! i dun wan!! i wan to be forever 21! (not copying the shop name) well.. i guess we got to grow up and be wiser some how..

wish list time:

1) my Real Gucci Bag ( haven't save money for that.. it's been 2 years)
2) all my friends to be pretty and handsome
3) hope there is no more natural disaster & china Si Chuan ppl to stand up again.
4)everything goes well with every i know.. and myself
5) a better job with off days on sat and goes home @ 5!.
6) Go Taiwan end of this year.

tt's all i guess..

2008-06-04T22:56:00.002+08:00

Part 1:
these are the true friends whom were with me by my side no matter wat happens.. saw me smiled.. saw me cried badly (couldn't stop at all).. saw me at my craziest times. It's difficult to find a true friend in this world.. not everyone that passes through your path of growing is a true friend.. some are backstabbers some are jus meant to be there for tt moment.. but i'm glad no matter which part of my life is at.. i still have 8 them to find comfort with ..

Part 2:
These are the ppl whom I have known for a year.. dey too brought me many laughter.. like we have known each other for years.. and helped me found my love.. a love that has been so sweet and peacful.. a love that i had never been so peacful.. enjoyed every outing we had.. i call our group "The Gang".

Back to reality:

well.. seems fine with everything in my life so far.. had a great shoppin spree with my gals last weekend.. had sushi as a treat frm me.. cos i've recevied my 1st pay frm the new job.. my job is as boring as ever.. goin to resign soon.. have acutally typed my tender letter..

worried for a lil one.. (sweetie u know whom am i refering to) i dunno wat i'm worried about.. jus worried & watchin out.. totally disappointed at the moment when i saw her status changed.. aft all the care and concern, all gone to a waste.. my heart sanked and was in anger.. well.. if tt's the way she wants to play her life.. den be it.. when she gets wacked when mistakes are done.. it's just, serve u right.

looking forward to meet grace and the rest of the company.. it's been almost a yr since we've met.. right..? The last one was cindy's b'dae last yr.. :) i'm not worried we dun meet up often.. cos every year, June, July and August we will sure to meet up..! tt's the time i know it's been a year..

my b'dae is coming in 2 days time.. nothing much to expect cos i dun need presents.. my presents are you my friends, my love and my family.. nv can I ask for more.. i'll be at work, can't celebrate much.. only aft work which I've got only left 3 hours till midnight.. so wasted & ke lian.. For once, i'm workin on my b'dae.. :(

tt's all i gotta update bout myself.. nites peeps!

2008-06-01T10:16:00.006+08:00

wat a night.. all of us were almost drunk.. ha! except for kath.. she'll nv be drunk, since the day i go drinkin with her.. my sweetie was not drunk too.. cos he cannot drink alcohol.. he's allergic..

well.. kath, yh and kamal.. reach loof bar first.. they were sitting near the lift which was easy to spot, dear and i came later cos we had things to settle before.. soon aft us.. gallen, maurice,hock seng & kevin came ( the gang's 4 heavenly kings.. cos ktv they always sing the heavenly king's song).. den follwed by daphne & Yi wen.. we ordered a whole lot of cocktail talk and drink.. den as usual gallen showed his new magic tricks .. haha.. as ever, it was eye opening..

aft a while.. I went to look for my another best-ger-friend jasmin.. whom i used to go drinkin with too when i was in my hotel days.. she was working aftnoon shift which makes her finish work at 11pm.. I gave her a big hug.. cos it was like almost a year since i last met with her. ben went which me.. cos he wanted to ask for complimentry car park.. cos we parked our jie si at carlton.. which was $6 per hour.. but she didn't had tt high permission to take for me.. so she ask me to ask Mr Anthony.. he's funny-lame and chitty DM(4 years then Duty Manager) now he is the ADM(Assistant Duty Manager) talk to jasmin a while den she went back to work.. so sweety and i went back up to chill out..

We changed our place to a bigger one.. cos our group was like 12 ppl.. yup.. aft 2 hours.. kath asked me to go find jasmin with her again(smoking break).. so we went off again.. ha! went to use carlton's wash room-- (we always do that when we go back to find jasmin) didn't saw her at the cashier so we ask her colleagues if they knew where she was.. the speedy-ganzales was at cafe Vic havin dinner with Mr Anthony and Francis, she can go anywhere cos.. she is the Assistant Reception Manager.. yup.. talk abit with Mr Anthony and jasmin(gossips).. den aft tt took compilmentry car park coupon & headed to our usual smokin area.. of course not me.. yup both of them.. did some gers talk.. den jasmin went back to work.. kath and I went back up to chill out.. we emptied our glasses.. sweetie left first.. cos he wanted to go Fishing with Han Cheng.

for me, I stayed with the rest.. left the bar.. the guys went thier ways.. cos they were.. haha.. drunk..! so lousy =P we (kath, yh daphne and me) we took cab to Newton Circles to have our Seafood supper. We ordered, Stingray(which was salty), Lala, KangKong, Fried Oyster den we also ordered Gong Gong.. haha.. we finished everything in seconds.. tt's the fastest tym we ate.. cos we were famished..!

well.. I really enjoyed my night with them yesterday.. Thanks gers & guys.. it's been a long time... and once again i was not drunk.. *peace

wat's maurice doin?

guys chilling out

we gers part 1

we gers part 2

we gers part 3

yh and i before leaving the bar

excuse us mauric..we takin picture

more pictures coming..!

2008-05-29T16:51:00.006+08:00

This survey is actually posted by one of my friend in friendster.. through bulletin.. i have nothing to do so.. jus did it and post it here.. =)

1) Single, Taken, Naked, or Flirt?
Taken.

2) Are you happy with that?
Yup.. very happy.

3 ) Would you still kiss your ex?
No! of course not.. I hate that jerk.

4 ) Have you ever had your heart broken?
yup.. too deep to explain..

5 ) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is
ok?
well white lies do exist.. but I'll be as truthful as possible..

6) Have you ever talked about marriage?
YES of course.. till ben got fed up.. haha.. muacks!

7) Do you want children?
Yes.. Of course!

8) How Many?
2-3.. to make the family tree a big one..

9) If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
hmm.. every one has his or her rights to say things.. why not.. but..
there no chance, I'm too busy falling in love with ben.

10) Do you want someone you can't have?
hmm.. nope..

11) Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
important ones.. yes..

12) Do you believe that you can change for someone?
yes.. and i have changed for ben..

13) What would you say about your most recent ex?
hmm well. basically he's a real jerk.. bastard.. cheated all my money and feelings, and pretended nothing has happen aft the break.

14) Does your ex still have feelings for you?
NO NEVER.. he almost slapped me for the break up as if it was my fault.. which he initiate. even if he does have feelings for me again.. he doesn't stand any chances. FAT HOPE!!!

15) Do you believe in long distance relationships?
no i dun.. cos feelings will fade eventually..

16) Do you believe in love at first sight?
yes and no..

Didn't went to work today.. got my gastric aches as ususal.. it was troubling me the whole night yesterday.. aft the great movie of Sex in the City.. came home took my medician from the Hospital previously to control the pain.. well.. i only got to sleep at 3am.. Well, the movie was great as i said.. some RA parts.. but it's expected.. touching and sweet at the ending.. Must watch..!!

Went to see doc this morning.. he said..: "Haiyo.. why always the same problem.." den he check my stomach and said again: "ya alot of wind and acid inside.." i was like "ya lor.. sian.. always the same thing.." took my medication.. bought newspaper for my dad and headed home.. ate porraige and played games.. tot my gers would be online.. but i forgot they had to do their calling @ prudential.. haha.. kath msged me asked if i wanted to meet but cannot cos today is her off day.. sorry babe! well.. daphne is goin to meet jason today.. dunno how will it go.. haha so excited.. kath is goin to have a chalet..!! yeepie!! bbq and beer again!! haha.. Beer Beer beer!! 12 to 14 July.. haha.. overnight again.. this tym she won't run away with my water bomb.

gastric is still there but not tt painful.. goin to see doc at SGH this sat before work.. hope results says nothing wrong.. lookin forward to see grace... i think we have dinner on the 28 june? is tt ok evil club? hmm having fever now.. sian.. and looking forward to this sat!! CHILL OUT TIME!! PARTY!! haha.. take care peeps!

2008-05-24T21:54:00.002+08:00

it's been a very fruitful day for me. had a wonderful time

it's benn so long since i went shoppin str8 aft work today.. @ orchard! dun ususally do that cos. 1. the weather is very hot.. 2. benny hates shoppin.. it's not his cup of tea.. if the top tt i like is expensive he will say not nice la.. or dun suit me la.. if he thinks it's ok.. i will know, cos his ans will be ok lor.. haha. but today.. i base on my own judgement.. i bought a pink top.. finally i got my pink moto back.. it's been a long time since i wear anything pink. We also saw some spore celeb performing outside taka. I also sign up for facial trial and sweetie bought a flower for me.. they are selling flowers to raise funds for the china earthquake.

i'm also glad cos aft 8 years of depart.. i finally found my 2 other sisters from sec school.. yes i'm glad and happy to say tt yh and me finally found janet and nora.. i was overjoyed and almost wanted to cried out of happines when yh told me that she found nora today.. it was planned to make a return trip back to imm this week.. i had to acc benny.. so i kinda regret not goin. sorry yh!! we actually made a trip down on monday to find nora but she wasn't workin..

To everyone who knows nora.. she's doin fine.. she's married and pregnent for 6 mths.. she will be due this august.. i really can't wait to see her.. i feel like huggin her tied.. my mum was also askin me about her.. cos she is the one whom my mother also cared for when i was in sec sch.. cos she was frm a poor family like me.. and sometimes if my aunt give me colthes i'll share with her.. nora.. i'm very gald tt yh and i found u.. we missed u so much..! i cannot be more thankful for my b'dae wish.. thanks to god =) counting down to august to see u and ur new born..

currently i'm busy fixing up a puzzel that benny bought.. it's micky and minnie getting married in a church with all the other disney characters witnessing them.. it's very beautiful.. the background has all the fairy tales.. like cinderaller.. beauty and the beast etc.. so nice.. we din almost 1/4 of it.. i cannot wait for it to be done.. so exciting.. haha.. well i did most if the fixing... nvm.. i enjoyed it.. :)

guess tt's all to now.. i'm almost booked for all weekends for the mthof june.. so busy.. 1st june shoppin and early celebration of my b'dae with daphne and yh.. weekdays i'm workin till 9pm.. 6 june my b'dae sweetie dunno bringing me where aft my work.. 8th june.. my facial in the morning, acc dear in the aftnoon, evening dinner with faye and adrian/jasmin, 15 june sentosa.. left the end of june.. except for sweetie.. i'm not been booked yet.. hha.. busy me.. well take care peeps and dun forget.

GREAT SINGAPORE SALES IS NOW ON!!! Start your shoppin.. dun stop.. dun think too much.. like it buy it.. aft tt earn ur...money back.. this dun come often.. shop till u drop...

2008-05-22T10:31:00.000+08:00

Our relationship has never been perfectBut our love has always been trueThats why no matter what obstacles life throws usI will never give up on you.

We've been through some difficult timesThat now remain in the pastIt's what happens from here on out that countsBut it will take both of us to make it last.

You have done some hurtful things to meAnd I have done the sameAnd yet here we are hand in handContemplating all the joys that we behold in all our future days.

Regardless of all the tears I have shed and the pain we have both feltIt's you and only you that can make me smileAnd its you that knows how to erase a frown from my faceAnd these are the memories I'll cherish even after I die.

You have truly changed my lifeIn ways you can only imagineGod brought you into my life at the perfect timeAnd you have made my life complete and i hope I have completed yours too.

2008-05-19T22:52:00.002+08:00

part 2 of my blog..

nothing much is jus about today.. =) another happy occassion.

Aft & years of lost in contact.. I finally manage to get back in touch with Janet.. i'm very glad that we met up today.. aft so many years. Of course I have invited yh and daphne to share this joy..

met yh@ chinatown mrt for lunch b4 heading to jurong Imm to meet janet.. aft lunch we were suppose to just do window shoppin and to also enjoy the air-con in OG, but the surrounding of clothes jus cannot stop to temp us frm buying them.. we though it was no harm to try clothes while passing the time.. but.. we in the end bought 1 top each.. sigh.. well.. we are girls.. this is our hobby in the blood.. haha

Aft that.. we took a slow stroll to Outrum MRT to take a trian to Jurong... den finally we reach and we suddenly bumpped into Janet at the MRT.. haha.. wat a coinsidence.. =) her baby was adorable.. went IMM Burger King while waiting for Daphne.. aft 2 hours + she came.. and we bought MOs burger to the top of the building cos there was a pool or so called water playground.. cos her daughter loves it! haha.. aft a pic taken.. I left. cos i meeting sweetie @ Suntec..

got to intro a movie.. which is titled.. Chocolate.. it's a thai movie.. more to action.. it's very nice. should watched.. tired already..

these are the 2 pic taken in OG's Dressing Room.. haha

2008-05-19T09:45:00.004+08:00

wat a fantastic weekend.. had lot of fun...

yup the longed wait for the chalet is over.. many surprises.. friends of mine suddenly came.. like kath and novwell.. was happy... but still expected my others friends to come but didn't turned up.. those who told me u were not coming i understand.. faye suppose to come.. but scalded his hand.. adrian (kor kor) didn't come due to work.. and jasmin had to acc bf.. well.. we'll meet soon.. i actually prepared big bottles of beer for adrian and faye.. but nvm.. i finished them up on be-half. haha,, hey.. i wasn't drunk.. very glad. Kath, YinHui, Daphne and me.. drink like no-bodies bussiness.. we finished up almost 3/4 of wat we bought.. on top of that.. we drank different kinds of beer.. this is crazy.. well.. for an happy occassion.. it's worth..

sweetie's colleagues all came.. was happy to see them. Thanks to ZuFong and Hogan.. for starting the fire for me. and thanks to chole who bought the water bomb bag.. haha.. well... you all know wat happened..

Time to cake cake.. everyone as usual sang b'dae song.. den sweetie.. yinhui.. kath.. daphne and vincent helped tp cut cake.. and at the midst of it.. i started to use the wipped cream to splash on sweetie's and daphne's face.. i was giving away cake.. and aft tt.. war started.. Sweetie, Kath, Yinhui and me aimed Daphne.. i had the most cream so i splashed on daphne the most.. hahah(evil laugh) den out of no where.. sweetie had already prepared 1 full bag of water bombs.. so he and hogan threw at us.. but mostly also daphne kana.. haha.. den i chased sweetie and wiped the cream all over his face and body. he ran to the bath room to bath.. (smart..) i was chasing hogan because he help sweetie with the water bomb.. but i forgave him cos he made a water bomb in exchange. haha.. well.. we chased daphne with water bomb.. and I taught kath the best way to splashed it.. tt's is not to tie it and jus throw the water.. it was so sudden which she said, "oh is it, let's try." and the water was on me.. thanks ger.. i tot we were a team.. i didn't chased her cos my top was too hmm obvious to see my bra.. so sweetie asked me to bathe and i did..

we stopped all war.. and cleaned up.. the rest of the ppl continued with their majong game.. i regretted not taking pictures.. tt's one most impt thing i forgot.. well.. i guess it's next time.. all of us washed up.. kath & novwell left. den yh and daphne came over to my side.. we watched and played games.. jimmy came at 1+.. den Nick came back and we played blackjack.. i slept at 2am.. zzzz

some pictures we took among ourselves.. not must cos we were busy tryin to get drunk haha.::

( I jus love this pic of us)

2008-05-05T09:45:00.002+08:00

1st day of my new life.

today marks my new day as an workin adult aft a 2 weeks break.. kinda excited but a bit scared.. afriad i could not cope with it as it is a new job scope for me.

well.. everything takes time to learn.. good luck to me.

have sent invitation for the chalet.. response isn't good for my side.. every one is busy.. goin holidays.. attending wedding dinners.. have appt with thier frends already.. seems like my side of friends are not comin.. wat's left in my list is only benny's colleagues.. kinda dissappointed.. but well.. i can't do anything about it either.. i suddenly dun have the mood to look forward to it..

sadd..

2008-05-02T14:00:00.003+08:00

well.. another lazing day for me.

Having my holiday breaks and it's coming to an end soon.. what's left is 2 days. Today i'm doin practically nothing.. apart from housework.. well i gotta sa that i did enjoyed my hoilidays to the fullest.. at least not to the max.. if not i'll drop dead.. ha ha..

acutally didn't much things la.. jus enjoyed myself sleepin till aft 8 or sometimes even aft 9.. i think i'm slowly getting rid of the habit to get up @ 7am.. great.. panda eyes go away..!! my skin is getting rather dry and alot of black spots these days.. i made a very big desicion to give up my gucci bag tt sweetie was goin to get me and choose for a facial therapy.. which i think is wat i really need at this moment.. i'm upset with my face.. i'm goin to do my makret reseach with 3 main beauty salon.. 1. Adonis 2.Bioskin and 3. Coslab. Which ever that can give a good price and has impressive politeness i'll go.. hmm sincerity ma.. right.. not tt i'm diff to handle.. haha..

starting work on the 5th of may.. kinda excited.. cos get to meet new ppl.. dunno how the work load will be like.. but anyway i have confidence tt i can handle it..

I went for my scope the day before.. It was horrible.. they do the scope when i was awake.. I felt terrible and cried while they were doin.. so painful!!! u can feel the scope in the stomach spinning when the doc twisted it.. i fasted for 7 hours for this.. but it was for a good cost.. I'm fine.. dun worry.. now waiting for my radiography which is this coming 22 may and back to see the doc on 24 may.. i think nothing is wrong.. doc said maybe it was jus a stomach flu..

hmm last thing to update about me.. i'm startin to do excercise this week.. jus went gym @ hougang with yin hui yesterday.. and i also bought skipping rope to do skipping every morning.. i realise i'm getting fatter during shoppin when i was in a changing room.. well this is better den skipping my meals like before.. I really must take care of my body and health.. i dun wanna die too early.. i still wanna see my future grandson get married.. haha.. tt's how long i wanna live.. longer the better..

hmm nothing to update le.. tc peeps!

2008-04-23T22:38:00.006+08:00

nothing much today.. the same goes.. morning met sweetie @ tampines interchange mac.. have breakfast together b4 heading to his office to do some work for him.. went to signed in and wanted to book the meeting room we used before but it was occupied.. so the security asked us to use the interview room 3.. which had so many mosquitoes.. and we spent our first 3 mins smacking and chasing mosquitoes.. haha.. so funny.. sweetie got fed and we left the room.. headed to the 4th floor wanted to use the board room.. but somebody booked it.. no choice.. went down to the 2nf storey where his district was locationed.. and did our work there.. he didn't want me to go there @ first cos he didn't want his big boss to see me there during the weekdays.. but actually also nothing ma.. he saw us doin our work so i think we pass the test.. haha.. =)

hmm.. did my work till 1158.. chole whom promised to come before 12 really make it.. haha.. they pack their appointment stuff and we headed off to hougang mall for thier appointment.. for me.. i wanted to buy my facial medication ben dropped me @ the busstop near by.. but the clinic was closed for lunch.. and only opens @ 2pm.. took a bus to Hougang mall.. took a rest @ the library there.. read the first 10 pages of a book.. haha.. and they were done.. so fast right..? tt's b'cos the client played with them.. when i went down to meet them chole was so pissed off.. anger.. haha.. but angery until so cute.. :P bought our lunch.. fetch chole back to the office but sweetie and me went back to his house.. wanted to do my work.. but no connection for his lappie.. so we did research.. and checked emails.. den slag abit.. till 5pm.. headed to his nxt appointment @ jurong.. and again i ended myself @ the library.. haha.. cool la.. cos got aircon.. but i read magazines this tym for an hour.. had dinner .. shopped around present for his mum.. then headed home.. currently he's having supper with vincent.. his 1st recruited agent..!

for advertisments: If anyone who is interested and keen to be an insurance agent.. kindly leave ur contacts on my tag board.. or for confidentaility.. send email to benny @ mingchye@singnet.com.sg.

Terms and Condition: Must have the cannot say die attitude.. Age not over 30.. willing to work long hours.. must have sense of time management.. must willing to put effort to strive for the best.. education must be O level<>.. more to add in the process of thinkin by the recuriter.. remember this well. as we the wise mafias' says.. not shy den can get!

*to the lil ger tt i'm watching out.. i'm opening my doors to let u in whenever u need to talk.. i'm not a stranger to the family.. i've been around u for 10 mths.. though we dun talk @ all but i do care for u in silence.. I wan you to know that watever happens i'll be tt someone for u to turn to w/out a second thought for advise or a listening ear.. i'm tryin my best now to open up to you.. i dun wish anything bad to happen to you.. cos tt will break the hearts of ur loved ones.. i wan to protect u with all my best.. i hope u can hear my kindness call.. and accept my opening arms..

2008-04-21T19:27:00.002+08:00

what's goin on man.. I'm was just trying to help.. was my help useless.. ?

I just dun want a innocent ger to follow my foot step when i was @ her age.. having a bf @ the age of 13 is crazy.. what do they know about love at tt kinda age.. kiss.. hugs.. holding of hands? these are just the surface of love.. love covers everything beside those.. it covers 3 c's care concern and commitment.. well sir.. if u dun wan.. dun fine.. i'll wash my hands off.. dun come to me and say something bad have happened to her.. i'll say.. serve her right.. u know me.. i won't pity ppl who are not meant for it.. i've regret alot in my life before.. i jus dun wan to see tt happen again.. good luck on tt den

am i not sensitive enough.. to know how u feel? sometimes i agree i neglect a lil.. but i didn't mean it.. i've done so much for you.. change alot for you... did so much for you.. helped u in many ways.. i told you.. i'll be there no matter wat happens.. i'll take every quarrel is my fault.. ok it's my fault.. for eveything..

i'm lost with words.. i jus dun feel appreciated.. i'll be fine with tears..

2008-04-20T08:25:00.002+08:00

Happy 10mth sweetie.. haha.. i'm saving my sms so i wished ourselves here in my blog.. muack..

well.. yesterday was quite an enjoyable day.. apart from the less ppl coming to sentosa with us.. we still enjoyed ourselves.. not much ppl came yesterday.. only yh, jimm, kath, novwell, nick(yh's friend) swetie and me.. although timonthy did not come.. we bought our own volley ball to spend our time there. met yh and jim @ 1030 am to have breakfast.. dne we stroll around vivo b4 goin into sentosa.. kath/novwell/nick came @ 130pm.. and we left @ 4pm cos we planned to watched movie @ bugis with Yiwen.. we watched the FOrbidden Kingdom.. yes! the one with Jet Li and Jacky Chan.. i will rate it as martial arts cum comedy cum chinese history to ang mo style.. haha so funny.. nice indeed..

aft tt we headed to diff ways.. i went to sweetie house.. novwell went home.. kath nick and yh met daphne for bowling game..

oh.. yes my appointment was yesterday @ SGH too.. b4 sentosa.. the specialist doctor arrange me to go for a scope and ultrasound scan to see if my stomach or gastric has any problems.. so scary... but i pray i'll be fine.. dun worry guys! i'll be..

2008-04-17T21:59:00.002+08:00

ha.. finally the day have come.. my day of freedom.. but lorraine seems to have very high hope of me goin back to help her..but i'm not..

suppose to be happy.. went shoppin alone aft work.. bought some stuff.. but aft i got home.. i have no mood of happiness at all.. mum keep nagging non-stop. talkin and talkin... blah blah blah.. so fed up.. keep finding fault towards me.. watever.. she totally spoils my mood..

another nephew arrived yesterday.. my off days are simple.. goin AIA office.. relax myself.. goin JB with my day.. if this post is too brife i'm sorry.. cos i'm updating with moodless.. thank you for reading..

2008-04-09T20:20:00.002+08:00

had compliants about not updating myself.. haha..

ok ok.. actually nothing much to update.. still the same.. as happily in love as day one.. hmm my weekends are spent mostly on movies.. cos ben and i make it a point to catch a least 1 movie per week.. yup.. we collected many movie tickets. I've actually seal them up in our lovely photo album.. =) i keep them very safely.. not 1 will be missed out.. yup! and not forgetting fishing.. yawn! haha.. no la acutally i enjoyed it also.. as an audience.. we will go with his colleague Han Cheng.. sometimes Chole will come too.. jus last weekend we went together and had our dinner cum supper at Simpang Bedok... which made my sweetie a bit pissed off from the waiting time.. I can even see fire blowing out from his ears.. haha.. well.. when food was served.. he was smiling and laugh.. wah liao.. like li boy xia.. haha :P

I got selected for a job.. happy as i am.. it the Plaza Singapura one that I went.. my office hours now has been changed.. 11am to 9pm.. and weekends 9-2pm.. so cool.. I get to avoid the traffic jam and human traffic in the morning and goin home.. haha.. and if benny comes to pick me i think he will avoid the ERP also.. Wahaha.. big savings!! actually both of us are in a process of saving money together.. yup.. for our big day.. yup.. wat to do.. my expectation is very high.. must be high class.. haha..

well.. goin to take my medical result tomoro.. guess everything will be fine.. den another 1 more week to be in BSP.. hahaa.. new future.. new pay.. new colleagues.. new work.. new challenges.. new everything. haha.. ok nothign to blog le..

2008-03-27T18:50:00.002+08:00

Currently now i have my deepest feelings of love when i'm listening to this song from ronan keating.. the sound-track from the movie Notting Hill.. cos this is the song that keeps benny singing in the car when we bought the wedding edition cd that was released not long ago.. we bought it cos most of the love songs are what we liked.. but nothing beats this one.. i jus miss him singing this one.. the lyrics of the said song is so meaningful.. those kind of of swett and simple words to make it all beautiful...

everytime i listen to those love songs.. it'll jus make me think of the past when we jus got together.. i'm not working today cos i'm still on mc from the gastric pain.. some side effects is still in my stomach.. totally laszy to go to work.. i so feel like telling my boss to jus let me stop workin from tomorrow.. i still got about 20 days more to go.. so tired.. jus hate it when i'm always being depend on.. even when i'm on mc.. totally tired..

i really miss him now.. feel like crying out loud.. but he said I'm a big ger nw.. i should cry for nothing.. but the feeling jus sucked when u really think of somebody an u cannot se him at the point when the thoughts are running wild..

dear.. i've not been writing messages to you frm here.. cos I've learnt to express my words thru speech when i see you.. but i jus wan to tell u i miss you.. i'm so bored at home.. even more bored when i dun see your messages or hear ur phone calls.. I really wish i could be around you 24 hours.. but i can't.. but i always wanted to ask you a question.. am i really the one for you? i dunno jus wan to ask.. it hurts to ask you this question nw.. not meaning anything .. jus wan to hear the most truethful answer when i see you.. I can tell you now.. and I'm confirmed that you are the one for me..

2008-03-26T07:57:00.002+08:00

yesterday was one happening day for me..

had gastric pain again.. it'll never stop soming back for me.. the pain start at 11am whilei was at work.. but i got worst aft i ate a few spoons of porraige.. yup i didn't finish it.. threw away almost a ful pack of it.. Took half day to see company doctor.. dear accompanied me.. it didn't stop even though i took the prescribtion..

Lay in my bed... the pain got even bad.. at 6 dear rushed me to hospital to see a doc.. I was cryin in pain for many times.. and throw out many times.. the feelin was yacky.. never had tt bad pain before.. waited for 2 hours den it's my turn to see the doctor... imagine i was suffering and bearing the pain for almost the whole day.. my mum was at the hospital too.. aft a 4 hours of battle in the hospital with blood test and other tests.. and medication and injection, I was fine..

got home at around 11 and went to bed immediately..

seriously, i almost feel like dying.. got 3 days mc for tt.. i guess i needed lotsss of rest.. benn very weak these days.. tc everyone too..

2008-03-23T08:57:00.002+08:00

hmm i guess it was a long time since i blogged a long story about my happenings..

haapy occasions in my family.. a new born baby has arrived..! yup i'm older again.. my new baby nephew has arrived. i'm very happy indeed.. as usual i'm busy buying baby stuff from thursday.. hah.. cos i jus love window shoppin for baby stuff nowadys.. dunno why jus a feelin from the heart.. my heart is smilling too.. :P and my naughty nephew Jun han's b'dae is around to corner too.. so good his baby brother is jus like 10 days earlier den him.. yup that miscivious one tt was at my chalet last year.. well.. i hope is not too late to say sorry to those that was abused by him.. i heard he hit some of you there.. so sorry.. pls forgive ok?

LAter i'll be goin his house to see the new born.. at the same time baby sit him awhile.. he is one not shy kid.. well.. as faye says.. not shy den can get.. he learns tt.. haha.. faye wat u though him tt day at the chalet...

hmm.. i wonder when is my turn.. time will tell me the answer.. it's our generations' time to get married.. jus guessing who will get married first.. :P tc peeps!

2008-03-23T08:50:00.002+08:00

Bosson-Where Are You

just found this beautiful song when i was in secondary school.. jus got me thinking.. that love is a miricle to bring 2 strangers together.. well.. every love story is sweet and sometimes have a weird beginging.. like me and ben.. haha.. yup.. peeps jus keep this in mind.. love and being love is beautiful..

2008-03-16T00:03:00.000+08:00

你們是我的星光(完整版)－星光2班

2008-03-15T20:52:00.002+08:00

sorry peeps i can't get the original version of this song. only can find the recorded version by someone who posted this song. It's about 10mins. Very nice song.!情歌王 by 古巨基

( PArt 1 )

( Part 2 )

2008-03-13T08:15:00.002+08:00

well not goin to blog much. On Mc again. Falling sick very easily these days.

today marks the day that both ben and i fell sick together. fever, sore throat, flu.

gave resignation letter to lorraine yesterday. She was raher shocked and insisted me to stay on. Ask me to take back the letter and think over again. Well, desicions are clear. But she also said, If is the pay matter and for a better future she will not keep me and let me go.. For 3 interviews i went, i still like the Plaza Sing one. Start 11am but ends at 9pm( which i dun mind) cos it's in the shoppin mall and i can do shoppin during lunch or aft work on sat! dear we can go the GV upstairs to watch movie str8.. so convinent! haha

oh, sunday we went Vivo to play arcade aft the steam boat at my grandma house.. play a fighting game kinda like street fighter.. guess who won? ME! hahaa hey dear lousy la you.. I play street fighter since i was pr1.. LOVE TT GAME! cos i nv loose to my boy cousins.. haha MAFIA ALIVE!

This sat goin to bowl again with the gang.. I actually insisted on cycling while others on bowling.. gotta go with their decision this time cos i'm sick.. cos exercise too much. sob :(

ok enough of showing off myself... goin back to bed now to rest. tc peeps

2008-03-03T20:08:00.003+08:00

long time no updates.. almost forgot i got this blog to update.. life have been too great that kept me busy with..

had steam boat last week while celebrating yinhui's b'dae.. dear, daph and me bought burberry's perfume for her.. and also a gift voucher.. :) actually i have nothing to update.. still busy with my life of resigning or not resigning.. i know i got to make tt desicion.. leave for a better life.. stay for the more stress and resposibility.

i suddenly feel unhappy about my job.. i dunno why.. maybe i've stayed there for so long till i'm too tired to move on with them.. i'm always a loner in settling problems.. the company has knock down walls so tt my other 2 colleague can see who is at the counter.. but still nobpdy can step in to help.. the client will jus stand there and wait for me.. WHY! can't they see there are 2 other humans sitting there..? i'm totally pissed of.. but i still remain my cool.. frm the morning today i'm draggin myself to move on.. i know i can't be draggin my whole life in this horrible life.. i wan to move on to the next chapter.. but i dunno how to make the first step.. i'm jus fear with can't find a job to substain my daily rice bowl.. i'm jus fear with tt.. i'm the only person who has to overcome tt myself..

well.. i'm planning a chalet.. a combine b'dae celebration with daphne.. which will be 17-18-19 may. still not book but the dates are confirmed.. my list is ever simple.. who ever came last yr will come this yr.. but of course.. the most wanted group are my mafia gang and sec sch gers.. :)

hmm.. wish me luck..

2008-02-17T08:32:00.002+08:00

hope everyone's V'day went well.. mine was great.. =)
Took leave for 2 days.. really enjoyed both of it.. and i was fully spent..

For V'day..

Dear came to pick me up at 11am.. he had all planned up of ccourse.. we headed to Vivo for lunch first.. when he came he was empty handed.. cos i expected flower.. well tt's the most impt thing for V'day.. a bit sad but.. dun wanna think more about it.. so i concentrated on songs that were playing in the car.. as soon as we were finding a parking lot in Vivo.. he parked his car at a drak area at one of the corners.. and i ask: "Why parked here so dark.. and so far from the entrance." He jus kept quite. Den aft the was done, he said: "close your eyes.." well i also know wat's going to happen.. it's getting my present.. haha.. hmm.. and yes it was the flowers ( As shown below..) =) den he played a song, and i cried.. well he also got the cute handphone keychains. 2 dolls wearing chinese wedding custumes.. welll.. it was simple but yet sweet.

after which.. we headed off to park at a nearer lot to the entreance and had lunch at the food court.. aft lunch, we drove in to Sentosa, cos we are memebers of the Islander.. a place where we spent our whole aftnoon.. We stopped first at the Underwater world.. there were so many new things there.. the usual small touch pool is still there.. but the new one was, the stingray pool.. of course for sting rays.. SO many of them.. we also can feed them but the food selling by the workers there ws so expensive. well.. aft hanging around the entrance area for 30 mins.. we headed downstaris to see the rest of the underwater animals.. we went to this fortune wheel whihc we had to insert a dollar to see wat's the fortune for us this year.. aft turning for so many rounds.. it ended up on LOVE.. gald thing to say.. we also took a pic at the fortune wheel.. hmm.. though we have read fortune writes in the papers which saying that our fortune are good this year.. and marriage is the best for this year.. it's still very early to tie a knot.. ben and i have a long way to walk before we reach tt time.. and we also have plans b4 that big day.. =)

aft spending 2 hours there. we headed to Dolphine Lagoon.. to catch the show.. wel it was short.. so after that we headed back to Vivo to catch a movie.. Jumper.. didn't really enjoy the show cos the seats we very uncomfortable.. made me headed the show through-out.. so i can't rate it.. well.. i'm not goin back there to watch movie anymore.. aft the movie.. we went to have our dinner.. i was dead hungry.. we have chinese cuisine, Dian Xiao Er for dinner.. it was a long queue before our turn.. but it didn't took long.. and it the services was good.. they took orders while the customers were queueing up.. and but the time we sat at our seats.. food will be jus served at the right time.. tt's something to me not seen at other places.. It was a beautiful day spent.. for our 1st Valentine's day...

The Next day..

We met at 9am.. I took bus to tampines.. it was a very long time ago that i took bus all the way there.. enjoyed it.. cos i had my mp3 with me =) We had breakfast at macdonald's.. den went to UOb to bank in all my Ang Bao money.. got to say this year is the best ang bao collection i had throughout my life time.. hahaah $500++ WOW.. crazy man.. well i worked hard tihs year for visiting.. hha.. ~ aft all that i went to his house.. needed a rest.. he actually had meeting at 12pm.. but dunno wat happend aft the talk to his boos on the fone.. den meeting was over.. WOW.. so fast.. den we catch the earliest moive time at 1210pm.. CJ7.. so cute the animation.. how i wish i could have something like tt.. haha.. aft movie we had lunch.. den headed to tampines courts to buy a standing fan for my mum.. cos it was spoit.. yup.. had planned to go fishing.. so went giant to buy prawn for the bait..

we drove to Punggol End for Fishing.. it was rather Ulu if u dunno that.. cos i never knew tt there's such a place.. it was like a jungle at the entrance.. all trees and bushes around.. but over at the other end it the sea.. wow. so beautiful.. the wind was strong.. beautiful scenary.. spent about 3-4 hours there.. and only caught a very small fish.. i didn't got off the car.. cos there were 2 stray dogs walking here and there.. and i only got of the car when the are slping or running far away from us.. haah.. i love dogs but stray dogs u have to be careful..

aft all the fishing.. we went to the country club near by.. well.. i also didn't know there was a country club in punggol.. how cool is tt.. this club rents our yatch or boats.. haha.. we had seafood for dinner tt day.. aft that went to his house...

yesterday was another day of fun and expolring.. went to the night safari.. with Yiwen, Tim,. Daphne, Yinhui, Novwell, Weiji + Gf and a new memeber edwin..

didn't took much pic.. cos we were not allowed to on our flashes.. so tt's the only thing tt was wasted.. well.. nvm.. cos i dun want to scare the animals and kana eaten by them.. haha..

wow.. i played so much.. 3 days in a row.. so xiong.. better get myself working and save more money for the osaka trip in september.. =) osaka wait for me....

2008-02-13T19:58:00.001+08:00

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2008-02-10T10:51:00.000+08:00

one of 3 new year shows that was luanch on chu yi.. i chose to watch Jay Chuo's 4th movie.. i think.. Kung Fu Dunk.. it's so nice.. haha.. very funny too.. hmm not much comment.. cos i enjoy every of his movies.. here is the song..
周杰伦 - 周大侠 from the movie..

2008-02-10T10:49:00.000+08:00

Another of Jay's creation.. 张韶涵 - 亲爱的，那不是爱情

2008-02-07T22:49:00.000+08:00

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!

well.. it's the time of the year again.. wish everyone good health.. to my 3 gers.. tania, cindy and grace be blessed and pretty.. to my other 2 ger jasmin and kath also blessed with love and stay pretty.. to other 3 single gers.. Novwell, Yinhui and Daphne.. faster find boyfriend.. love pls come their way this yr.. to faye. u'll be blessed too

wishishing my sweetest.. bu bu gao sheng.. gotta be tough year for u.. work hard on ur way to your promotion to be a unit manager.. but be a good trainee first.. u can make it! cos i'm here to give u encouragement.. and relieve ur stress.. we can go fishing... haha..

dunno what life will be tomoro. but will enjoy every min of it..
collect more ang bao.. gone to his side for visiting today.. so excited.. can see my darling nephew tomoro.. missed him alot.. and tomoro will be his meet the parents and relatives session.. haha.. i'm scared too.. first time bring bf see my mummy.. god bless us without stress.. =)

2008-02-03T07:47:00.000+08:00

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2008-01-29T19:28:00.000+08:00

hmm.. haven't been updating for a while..

had dinner with my other part of gers.. i'm glad to say we finally met up.. had dinner at gardens chatted.. and we went home.. cos we had work and school today.. grace! nice to see u are back.. but.. looking forward till u finish ur course den.. u'll be back rooted in sg! haha..

nothing much abotu ben and me.. everything's still sweet and blessed.. we do the same routine when we meet up.. dinner.. movie.. shopping.. wash his car.. and it goes round.. well.. u can't do much in sg anyway..

well..a bit down today.. had my 1st day of the women's sickness cramps the whole day.. a bit down.. but the day is over..

mood a bit down too.. dunno why.. guess i'm too tired.

2008-01-23T20:14:00.000+08:00

pufffff... i'm all out of energy..

i'm totally tired of everything.. everything at work that is.. i dunno why... i jus seem to be wat i am last time when i was at work.. looking forward each day to work.. but now a days.. it's like no point working.. maybe i did more den enough.. well, actually it the fact. As i say.. in and out of the office is all my contributions.. well.. i'm finally tired of contributing.. i'm tired of all the resposibilities that i'm holding .. i'm tired of being the only one doin everything.. why didn't i ask for help..? even if i did.. it's forgotten.. and in the end i rather do it on my own.. tt's why i rarely ask for help.. i finally realise i did lots of work but i'm paid less.. I also realise.. and i find it rather true when my dad say.. it's best not to depend on ppl, if u have hands and legs.. depend on urself.. though it's tough.. but it's a life lesson learnt.. i may be capable but i'm still a human..

everyday i go home with body aches, thinking wat to do the next day.. thinkin wat's not done.. i'm over stress! and i hate my life.. i jus hate that.. i was not like that when i was in Carlton.. truely those were the days that i will always miss in my life time now..

i'm goin to tender my resignation soon.. jus dunno how to put it.. sometime u got to be hard on something to get urself a better life.. i got to admit.. lorraine is nice in person.. though harsh and demanding at work. but overall.. i like her.. well.. i've sent my resumes out.. goin for 1 interview this saturday.. see how it goes ba.. i'm not rushing to resign.. jus too tired.. i need a break..

2008-01-20T17:09:00.000+08:00

yup.. it's been quite some time since i updated my blog...

besides being busy with work lately.. i was also busy with some private stuff.. as stated my previous post.. i'm switchin job.. did some research on the industries i wanna land on.. kinda make me stressed up.. will everything is settled so far.. typed my resume aft like 3 years.. had to go online to check wat format to present.. but I did everything yesterday.. I've found 3 compaines but yet to send any resume in.. Also went to carrer expo @ suntec yesterday.. along with yinhui, gallen and kevin.. hmm few of us in the gang are switchin jobs this yr.. ha ha.. kinda weird though.. well.. nothing much that we discover there.. jus looked around.. and we end up buying our dear lil ger.. Jihui's present.. her b'dae is coming soon.. We built a bear for her.. so pretty and it has a heart that pumps everytime she hug it.. well.. to let her know we are there mentally for her.. when she hug it.. ha ha =) oh.. she is 21 this yr.. Missed the days of 21 yrs old..

today.. went SSDC to do my bookings and attend one theroy assessment lesson.. i got it all right.. well most of it.. but i jus dun seem to know why I can't get it right when i'm doin the test.. well gonna put in more effort.. wise men always says.. If you have the will to do it.. you'll make it..

head down to J8 to catch a movie.. National Treasure will dear.. den headed down to his client's house.. whom has a cute lil black dog.. yup.. i played with it.. cos i love dogs.. well he's soundly alseep now.. b4 we head off to wash our car and to chinatown to buy some chinese new year stuff.. Oh i can't wait for the New year to come.. Red PAckets!!! haha

tt's all for nw till my nxt update. tc peeps! - love is in the air.. Happy 7th Mth SweetiE!

2008-01-12T23:17:00.000+08:00

2008-01-12T22:57:00.000+08:00

coming to me senses to blog wat i really to to fulfil in my life this year.. well.. lives been great.. as ever mentioned.. so far so good..

well.. list of wat i want this year..

-do my make over.. this time a real make over.. like wat my frend novwell did.. with differen background and out fit..

- go on holidays.. Taiwan (a most wanted to go place), HongKong.

-save as much money as i can for my future planning and for rainy days.. you nv wat will happen in life.

- pass my driving.. hopefull by this yr.. ben really bz with work and life these days.. kinda neglect it..

- loose more weight den last yr.. properly will eat lesser..

- do my shopping wisely..

hmm guess tt's bout it.. sentosa again tomoro.. pray for good weather..

2008-01-11T20:16:00.000+08:00

blogging the moment again.. well many things to blog but dunno how to put it..

well.. i've been starting to think alot about my life and my future these days.. and having lots of funny dreams while sleeping.. my life os far has been great.. apart from some conflicts between me and my brother that has not been solved.. i've been a working adult for 3 years nows.. and many experience again from the job that i had.. from a not so independent meiyi.. i became more capable of myself.. in wokr and outside of work.. many good people i met along the way.. who guided me and giving me jokes while at work.. i even know wat their personality are.. that's wat a mask to wear.. but life have to go on.. i'm starting to get sick of it.. yes.. my job.. now currently.. I had to hold up so many jobs.. be it the changing of signboard.... changing the light bulbs.. everything u name i do it.. i jus dun see why i dun get help.. i dun wanna complain about anything.. but sometimes.. i jus dun feel happy with wat i have or am at work.. i dun mind helping.. but i guess i also deserved to be helped too.. why? i always tell me friends i wan to change job.. and i didn't act on it..

seriously this time.. i'm tired.. i jus wan to give up.. i'm lookin for jobs around the market.. at the same time.. i'm doin my soul searchin on wat industries i wan to land on.. i always wanted to go back hotel line.. or some place related to wat i have studied.. i really missed my days at Carlton.. serious missed tt.. the times workin with adrian and jasmin at the same shift.. it's the best days at calrton.. same thing 3 ppl in a shift but we can work happily helping each other.. but why can't the service office i work in now can't.. kor kor jasmin and faye.. i seriously miss 3 of u.. miss the jokes tt u 3 said.. sometimes indirectly makin fun of me.. but i still laugh.. nv been better den tt..

i guess the nxt industry i will step in will be workin in a courty club.. or a resort.. felxiable hours with no midnight shift.. though there isn't a sunday off.. but still it won't be aft 6...

Dear.. i guess there will be some changes in life if i work in a shift job.. cos it will really affect the times us being together.. i dun wan anything to change but i hope there is a better job for me to foreseek my future.. i'm seriouly sick of everything.. unhappy about the treatments. TOTALLY FED UP!

2008-01-03T20:58:00.000+08:00

2007-12-31T06:56:00.000+08:00

.. love u muacks

us at snow city 30.12.2007

2007-12-30T09:59:00.000+08:00

gone to attend kenn'y wedding yesterday. yes.. i saw many familiar faces.. and i also saw jackson.. hmm.. i was nervous of course.. but aftall i was better.. cos i have dear with me.. well.. he has grown more matured i guess appereance wise.. we didn't talk but.. according to dear he was lookin at our direction and kinda like staring.. well.. to me.. i guess he have given me blessings.. didn't see his gf.. he was sitting alone with other ppl.. proberly nv come which i think is impossible.. or another possibility is they broke off.. well.. watever it is.. i'm blessed.. and i wish him the best too..

also went fishing with dear.. which i made a choice either jogging or fishing.. haha ben was surprise i choose fishing.. wahah.. and i enjoyed it.. esp at the Tanah Merah Canal.. the breeze was great.. and i can see planes flying and landing.. yup is jus nxt to the airport.. We caught a Sting Ray.. yeepie.. tt's our first catch of the day.. it didn't even took 10mins.. wahaha.. of course we took pic of it.. everyone was like surrounding us.. we were like superstars.. ha ha.. a malay uncle helped us to cut the tail of it as it was poisonous.. and put it in our so called container.. but a sad case was it was pregnent.. we didn't knew at first.. until 5 mins later.. when i was playin with it.. i saw 2 babies coming out from her womb.. it took it's last 2 breadth and left the world.. i almost cried.. it's like i killed a life.. oh my.. so sad.. of course the babies didn't had a chance to live.. it died aft 10mins.. haiyo.. fishing is fun but is sad too.. well.. i said a prayer and gave moment of slience.. rest in peace sting ray..

today i'm goin Snow City.. haha.. will take pic too.. am still excited about the count down it's TOMORROW! Yeah PARTY TIME!!!!

2007-12-29T08:40:00.000+08:00

it's the time of the year again to recap of what has been goin on for me in 2007. well.. got to say it's been quite a fruitful year for me.

Jan - was a mth that i got busy with my chalet with faye.. running in and out if aloha jus to get a glims of the feel when it's officaily the date.. haha.. too free i guess... craked our heads for the food.. decorations.. invitation list etc.. oh i didn't forget.. faye jasmin adrian and i play our hearts out for new year.. really enjoyed it...

Feb- enjoying my single life to the fullest.. hanging out with my dad.. which i really miss.. cos he will tell me diff facts in life and i could really learn from there... i guess he's my greatest inspiration in life... he's a great man who will nv forgive to whom it shall not be forgiven.. i guess my behaviour is all the same as him. he loves singing.. and tt infulences me too.. hmm as early as the age of 4.. yup! it's true..

as i was sayin i was enjoying my single life.. yup goin in and out of CCK to min up with jasmin.. jus love hanging out with faye and jasmin.. 3 of us.. they can nv fail to make me laugh.. wahaha and yes.. i started to got back in contact with yinhui and daphne.. it was great...

March - had cycling trip with SUE ppl.. which faye took a video of my talkin rubbish... which i didn't know.. thanx leh... den also had sentosa trips with jasmin and faye.. i also have video for tt id you wanna watch.. yup and we got back in track for the chalet... a preview of the invitation list.. gettign too excited for tt.. hahaa.. not forgetting BSB fever month

April - nv fail to have the chalet excitment.. haha.. craked our heads again.. had cycling trip with jasmin and i got my new hamster.. which the current one i'm having nw.. his name is Boey.. also not forgetting.. it was Aaron and Jamie's big day..

May - yes the tt month.. my chalet.. i'm gald to have it cos i really enjoyed it.. with all my frends and family with me.. once again.. thankyou for making possible... had a great tym esp with faye and adrian around.. apart from makin cry the last time badly cos from Sharil ( who keeps talin about jackson) everything was great.. faye adrian jasmin Mafia Alive ( with the action) haha
also did blog abotu my childhood days.. had some pic of tt too.. totally enjoyed my single life.. everyday was so fruitful... kor kor thanx for ur sparkling heart.. hah it was beautiful..

June - something miricel happen to me.. something that i acutally have given hope on.. but he came along to pick me up from darkness and shone a light in my life which has never fade.. i've found my love.. i can nv be more thankful to god den leading his way to mine.. i'm glad i went sentosa if not there won't be us nw.. dear.. am i right? hahaa

hmm june was a crazy month.. but i love it.. cos everything was made possible in that mth.. now i have another occassion to celebrate.. tt's ben and my anniversary.. =)

July - cancelled the phone line of jackson's.. aftall the waiting.. yup.. but puppy love was in the air for ben and I ahh.. well it will nv fail..

Aug - December.. sweet love.. enjoyed every moment of life. esp with benny.. not frogetting he got his car in September..

this coming 2008.. I have nothing much to hope for.. still workin on for my driving.. kinda lack this days.. cos been quite lazy.. jus hope everyone around me lives happily and healthily... of course to stay pretty.. simple right this yr.. haha.. tt's it.. Happy 2008! i'll be partyin at sentosa this yr.. looking forward to tt.. cheers!

2007-12-24T16:13:00.000+08:00

back from my trip very relaxed now.. enjoyed it.. i'm proud to say.. we didn't lost at all.. haha.. it was very contected.. everyone bought lots of stuff.. except me.. i bought a bit.. cos i went like last mth with lorraine.

i'm tired.. apart frm work jus now.. yup half day off for the first tym for christmas.. well.. learning frm grace.. let the pic do the job.

1st Day... had the Long lost A&W for Lunch.. had it while waiting for our rooms to be cleaned up..

Hotel Swiss Garden

legendary Root Beer FLoat!

aft we checked in.. took a rest for a while ande headed off for our shoppin..we were too tired to cover 3 places as planned.. so we only went the famous night market which i will never fail to go for my very visit. Chee Chiong Gai better known in English the Malaysia's Chinatown. (waiting for Dahpne to send the night market pic) so i'll skip this first.. but before tt, we have our opening dinner at a steam boat resturant opened by singaporeans.. it's jus opposite our hotel..

pot of flower tea tt we ordered

boys > Kevin Gallen Benny

Gers> Me Daphne and Yinhui

6 of us at the Steam Boat Returant.

Day 2...

Dear and i got up at 730am.. cos we wanted to go the Business Centre to check our Office email.. yes we are on holidays but we never forget our work.. aft breakfast.. we went to Sungai Wang, BB Plaza, Lot 10 and Mid Valley.. Yes.. Crazy Shoppin day.. we even went back to the Night market again tt night. Pics to show. again daphne left out some pics.. arhg.... the carb tt we ate.. it's beautifully cooked and displayed.. well.. pls send!!

while walkin we took pictures..

while waiting for kevin stuff to be wrapped.. the guys played with the pen tt were shaped in cigar and cigarrets..

oh.. i did medi and pedicure jus $70 ringgit for both.. WOW! cheap xia..

another group pic tt we took while waiting for the hotel transfer to fetch us to chinatown..

ok i'm done for now.. will re-amend this blog.. cos i realise quite a bit of pic not sent yet.. stay tuned..

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2007-12-19T04:20:00.000+08:00

ok.. it's wat i've been waiting for.. the kl trip with gallen, kevin, yinhui, daphne and not forgetting my sweetest bf.. benny.. i hope it'll be an enjoyable one..

watch alvin and the chipmunks yesterday before meet them for dinner at pepper lunch... yea i enjoyed the show.. and it's also what i've been waiting for.. haha.. i jus love Theodore.. not jus yesterday but when i watch the cartoon since i was young.. he's jus so cute.. haha..

nothing much to update.. but will update when i'm back to singapore.. tc peeps

2007-12-15T21:23:00.000+08:00

Lonestar - Amazed

Every time our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take
Baby when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
Ive never been this close to anyone or anything

I can hear your thoughts
I can see your dreams
I dont know how you do what you do
Im so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby Im amazed by you

The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your hair all around me
Baby you surround me
You touch every place in my heart
Oh it feels like the first time every time
I wanna spend the whole night in your eyes

I dont know how you do what you do
Im so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby Im amazed by you

Every little thing that you do
Im so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Oh, every little thing that you do
Baby Im amazed by you.

2007-12-07T22:06:00.000+08:00

Well.. it's time to blog about the happenings around me..

lives been great for me so far.. been really bz last week preparing myself to my best for a wedding that i attended with dear ( which was sunday).. it was his colleague's wedding.. i got to say it was sweet and simple.. The food was simple too.. which is good cos it suits everyone taste.. esp mine.. cos i'm sweet and simple too.. (wahahah) .. aft the wedding his boss ask all agetns to stay back so a toasting ceremony.. got home quite late.. and i finally got to meet his colleagues one was Chole.. nice ger.. she sat beside me and we started chatting a bit.. haha.. den the st gab's guy terrence tt argued with me over the fone once when i was talkin to dear. hahah.. and his big boss of course.. But the day before (sat), I went facial and also attended a chalet with dear.. it was his cousin's b'dae.. guess wat it's jus 2 houses away from the one tt i had this yr.. oh how i miss Oreo 15( or was it 16).. BRO!!! wat is the number? haha.. oh i forgot to mention i dyed my hair voilet red.. under the light u can see purple.. haha.. how cool is tt..

hmm the weekdays was great too.. caught 2 movies.. Enchanted and The Heartbreak kid( which realeases yesterday) it was a bit from RA for some parts but other den tt i find it quite ok.. Enchanted was great too.. a fariy tale which in the end wasn't so fairy tale.. but still has the happily ever aft ending.. both are great shows.. more movies coming up.. i'm still on the waiting list to watch Alvin and the chipmunks.. coming 13 Dec..

i'm excited too.. for my up coming KL trip.. with gallen kevin yinhui daphne and my dearest.. 6 of ur exploring KL together.. heard my mum said they having riots there.. kinda scary but i guess we are in the city.. nothing will happen ba.. pray for us pls.. I'm goin to the temple aft work nxt week to pray..

glad to hear grace is back.. hey let's have dinner soon.. it's been mths since 4 of us catch up.. and jasmin is goin for her 1 mth break.. she organising new years eve party together.. like the one last yr.. we gathered at the pub nxt to kor kor's hotel.. drink and go crazy there.. dunno la.. up to her to plan.. well ger.. i'll be there.. cos i miss u! and of course i miss faye and adrain..

lives is full of suprises.. full of saddness and happines.. but life is short to live.. living it to the fullest is what make one feel happines.

It's easy to fall in love.. but it's a techique to manage it..

Dear.. i jus figured out these sentence.. i would like to say sorry if i made any difficulties for you so far.. i'm still learning... i know sometimes i maybe a pain.. i'm sorry about it.. suddenly i feel very low.. i duno why.. dear.. maybe we have been thinkin too much and talkin about the plans for the future.. time has the answer to fulfil our dreams together.. i will be willing to walk thru with u..

2007-12-02T16:04:00.000+08:00

The Spice Ger Re-United.. a girl band that i supported in Primary school..

This is their new video...

2007-11-26T20:53:00.000+08:00

well it's really time to blog..

done nothing much.. in to fishing for the weekend again.. haha.. but this tym we checked the weather forecast.. actually set on sunday but it was better on saturday... had dinner den went gaint at tampines to buy prawn.. this time dear use dead prawns.. haha... reach pasir ris park.. set out pinic mats on the ground.. den he got set up for fishing...

aft a 15 mins wait.. wo got something.. but it was cat fish.. well.. i nv knew how cat fish looked like.. this tt day.. hha.. it was so ugly.. eeee.... set it off.. but we were afraid of touching it.. cos dear say tt fish is poisonious.. we used the pilers to roll it down to sea.. but it got stuck in one of the hole.. among the rocks.. so we leave it.. hmm it's a bit crule but we had no choice.. it dagerous to go down by the rocks.. i said prayers to heal the soul.. ahah.. well aft 2 hours of fishing we left.. the next day we both kinda got sick.. cos we set too long by the sea.. hmm i'm weak.. tt's all i got to say..

we bought a camera took last week.. and promise to take pic with it where ever we go.. yup as i say i'm busy dressing up to my best for 2 weddings.. one which is this coming sunday.. it's day tt i will get to see the whole family of AIA Tampines.. it's been 6 mths dear and i are together.. and i nv seen any of them yet. haah.. except his boss Desmond.. and the only 1 colleauge tt we went fishing with.. fulls stop.. haha.. everyone know my name but nv seen me b4.. haha so have to be in my best..! Yes!

hmm nothing to blog already. tired.. i need lots of rest

2007-11-21T21:03:00.000+08:00

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came across this pic.. find it sweet.. dear dear say the boy looks like him.. dots.. Zhen Ai Mei... hai....

2007-11-18T20:14:00.000+08:00

at this moment i'm blogging.. but some where new.. at his house...

normally i dun blog at other places den my home.. cos home is a place where i have more to say private moment to myself.. a self that i can expression more feelings.. but nw i'm alone.. his watchin Charlie's Angels outside..

well.. today was a exciting cum adventurous day.... planned to go sentosa at the begining.. but most of our friends couldn't make it.. so we cancelled it.. dear and i decided to go on a fishing trip on our own..

He came to pick me at at 1130am.. but i was delayed with something at home.. he said he was outside and i was like.. oh no.. haha... got out of the house at 12pm.. seeing him sitting outside my staircase there.. but on the sofa tt my neighbour left outside.. haha.. went off to tampines to drop something to his client.. and we set off on our trip.. bought live prawns and fishing stuff.. we dun need a rod cos he has it.. left the shop... so coincedent(sorry for the spelling) at the junction about to turn right... his frend's car was at the left junction.. dear made a call to him to where is was goin.. he was goin fishing too.. hha.. so we join him along with his gf...

he brought us to this place near the changi aloha loyang chalet.. a place like the olden days kampong.. build up with wooden plangs and also with woodden huts/shelters.. I"m sorry i didn't ring my camera to take a pic of it.. i'm glad to say.. it's a very peaceful place.. the boy set up of fishing.. while i jus sit around.. dear and i lay our mat on the pavement of the plangs... enjoying our chips and chatting.. but in seconds that he threw his bait.. he got a fish.. it's a small one.. we let it go cos the hook almost went into the fish's eye.. tot it deserve a live back to sea.. aft a 20 min fishing experience... dark clouds was filling the sky.. wanted to pack and go but his colleague say we jus stay to see how.. the boys took the chance to go back to the car to get umbrella.. by then.. the sky was already filled with strong wind and heavy rain..

the wind was so strong that it blew the rain in.. his colleague got a tent that we could hide in.. but it took us about 30min jus to set it up.. and yes.. by the time we 4 were already all wet.. from head to toe.. we also offered an uncle there to come in for shelter.. but he refused.. so we offered him our biggest umbrella instead.. waited and joked for 30 mins.. the rain was so called.. smaller.. we decided to gamble our luck to go back to the car.. quickly pack up.. and we qiuckly got back to the car... we were all dripping wet... I went to his house to dry myself and my clothes..

well.. it was a fun day i got to say.. apart from the rain.. it didn't spoil our day.. instead we enjoyed it.. hahha.. but one thing sad is at our Jie Si (Jazz) is scratch.. the paint came off.. it happened when benny didn't notice a barrel at the side raod when reveresing..

Dear.. i enjoy myself.. really i did.. we shall go fishing again.. but this tym i will get myself prepared for wet weather.. muack...

2007-11-11T08:55:00.000+08:00

just wanna post something now..

wanna tell all my good pals.. i miss u all.. esp missing the times we jokes about ppl around us.. yes i miss jasmin, faye, adrian, kath..
these are the ppl who will nv stop making me laugh..

lookin at the slides on my friendster.. friendship is another most valueable thing on eart u can ever have.. it's really difficult to find a group of ppl whom u can really click with.. and i'm glad to say.. i've found.. miss how we jokes about "velu" and creating stories of him to make us laugh.. it's a treasure... goin to post this same song i post to faye and jasmin on their friendster.. cos it's meaningful i think.. take care mafiarians.. till then..

2007-11-10T23:46:00.000+08:00

wow.. wat a weekend.. though nothing much was done..

well.. i went back to work today.. cos i was on mc yesterday... to ppl who didn't know.. i was have food poisoning.. and the medican gave to me didn't help at the 24hrs clinic i visited during the midnight.. of yesterday.. i was brought to SGH by sweetie to see the doctor there.. and also stayed in for a couples of hours to rest in the ward for observations...cos the pain was unbearable.. i cried out and vomited many times.. well.. i'm fine now but still on medications.. no worries.. now i realise have an accident plan is important.. and the benifits are attractive..(pls consider to buy insurance.. it's impt.. and accident do happen.. dun wait till it's too late)

back to my work.. had many things to do.. my head almost went bonkers.. but i very zai one.. did all my task and i did left work at the dot of 2pm.. hahah...

yes is our pat tor day today again.. didn't do many stuff but did wat we planned.. had lunch.. and also met up with dear's frend who was having quaries bout investments.. aft which we headed to buy crab at the coffee shop nxt to hougang bowling alley.. and headed back to his house to have dinner with his family.. as i planned to pass present to Meiling's son.. but unfortunately she wasn't home.. so we left at knocking on the door for 2 mins...

headed to the place we called it "Blue Blue" but only found out the name of it was The Oasis.. didn't get the pic.. but i will get it soon for u all to see.. but we discovered something today.. which is a new shopping mall.. not fully furnished.. but is goin to be open nxt yr.. but there are a few shops opened for business already.. one that really attracted us was the Bowlling Alley.... will try bowling there one day with the gang.. it's rather deserted now.. hahaa.. it's around kallang..

ok.. tt's about it for my sat..

2007-11-08T08:52:00.000+08:00

jus came across this song.. enjoy.. Lost Without You by Delta Goodrem

I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes
A little righteous and too proud
I just want to find a way to compromise
Cos I believe that we can work things out

I thought I had all the answers never giving in
But baby since you've gone I admit that I was wrong

All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How AM I ( not my ) going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye
don't know what I'd do ...I'm lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you

How AM I (not my ) ever gonna get rid of these blues
Baby I'm so lonely all the time
Everywhere I go I get so confused
You're the only thing that's on my mind

Oh my beds so cold at night and I miss you more each day
Only you can make it right no I'm not too proud to say

All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How my going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye
don't know what I'd do ...I'm lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you

If I could only hold you now and make the pain just go away
Can't stop the tears from running down my face

All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How my going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye
don't know what I'd do ...I'm lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you

2007-11-08T08:26:00.000+08:00

hmm well.. seems like the year is coming to it's end... many ppl around is goin on holidays.. inculding myself.. i guess i need a break.. tired to do anything.. not goin to complaint or braggin about my work.. desicion is final and i have the answer...

been listening to many sad love songs.. tt's today.. at the moment.. i realise.. love is fragil.. i've been living in the happiness of love till now.. it never stops coming in.. and i can never be more thankful den anything in the world.. but i dun wan to live in the mids of happines and one turn back sudden;y and say.. i'm leaving.. leaving for good.. u can never predict what's gonna happen the next min.. nobody can... the only thing is to live the day to the fullest and love when u can.. i rather disappointed with myself yesterday.. apart from waiting and couting the days to see sweetie.. i didn't love him yesterday to my fullest.. and i'm sorry.. i was like takin everything for granted.. and i'm disappoint with myself.. i should treasure every moment but i didn't.. hai.. i cannot turn back the time now.. we had a slient moment.. and it was scary.. it feels like everything has ended between us.. and yes i did cried.. cos slient is a killer..

sweetie.. my message is simple for u today.. i'm sorry.. and i love u... u are everything that i am now.. thank you...

2007-11-04T22:22:00.000+08:00

bored...

weekend was ok this week.. but at least my sat was great.. thanx sweetie...

we went to catch the new movie by the rock.. The Game Plan.. i got to say.. i strongly recommend you all to watch.. it's a great movie.. i teared at the part where his "daughter" named Paton in the movie left him to stay with her aunt.. so touching... oh my.. it's a must watch movie.. goin to catch the cartoon The Bee Movie,Alvin & the chipmunks(which is a cartoon in the late 80's and early 90's.. it accompained me throughout my child hood days) lot's more on the list.. haha.. contented.. b'cos i'm watchin it with u.. muacks

suppose to have our(with the gang) cycling session.. but the weather was not wat we expected.. cos the sky got dark when we reach mac.. and we got restless.. so in the end we ended up playin pool and billard.. wahah.. it's always the case.. aft tt we went to have dinner at the hawker centre there .. the parkin was terrible.. dear and i.. accompained with weiqiang and yinhui in the car.. we waited for like 1 hour for jus one parkin lot.. the ones we want are always taken by others,... in the end we did the ganster's where.. jus chap into ppl's teritory also.. cannot be polite.. sometimes.. we got to be demanding.. hahaha.. the other car was like pissed.. but hey.. we waited longer den u did.. so too bad.. haha.... *peace!

dear.. as i said i have a few things i wanna say to you.. about me sayin about the fortuen tellin thing which i seen aft the last break up.. well wat ever is over is already over.. i'm sorry tt i mentioned tt once again... i can never stop sayin how thankful i am jus to have u to be mine.. i should really start doin the album.. need to collect nice quotes for the album.. i'm still learning and thinkin of new ones.. it's simple to say i love you every now but den showing the love has to be done and felt... saying yes i do is simple.. but has a big resposiblity and much to think ahead.. life is full of obsticales and i'm willing to go thru each and everyone with u.. solving each and everyone together.. words are sometimes better typin it out.. i hope u understand tt i love expressing my love to u this way.. muack.. never letting u go..

2007-10-29T19:43:00.000+08:00

sweet weekend indeed...

i have the sweetest weekend last week.. apart frm having headache now.. i still wanna blog about it...

wel.. work for sat was extremly busy... i ended work at 230pm.. den sweetie came to pick me up.. we headed to vivo straight.. we cathc a movie.. Xiong Di.. staring Eason Chen and Andy Lau.. we got the 4th row frm the front.. and yup i got sick aft the show.. giddyness and feel like puking.. which i almost did.. aft tt we went to Sentosa.. our fav island.. =) entry for us is free cos we signed up the Islander Card.. haha and it comes with many discount.. yup.. played go kart.. which me and him challenge who will reach first.. finish line first..well i reached first.. haha hmm i know la.. u let me win wan.. not Kick.. haha.. it was so cool.. love it.. goin to play with the gang when we are at sentosa on the 11 of nov.. den we watch a 4D pirate's show.. and we took the train back.. i didn't go home tt day.. cos the next day was sweetie's b'dae.. and i promised i will spent the night away with him.. so we headed off to his house to have a rest.. and i was overnight there too..

and on sunday.. 28 Oct2007.. happy b'dae sweetie.. muacks.. we woke up at 8am.. wash up.. and headed off to geylang to have Dim Sum for breakfast.. hmm 1st time he parked our Jie Si vertically.. i guess it was difficult to do the task.. but he made it.. ha ha.. den aft breakfast.. we went for a car wash.. and met up with yinhui.. gallen and kevin to book our KL coach Tickets at golden mile complex.. yup we got the 745am bus tickets.. not tt bad.. cos we still can do shoppin when we reach there.. aft tt we drove off to Hougang Mall.. which we all planned already to have a game of badminton.. aft a 4 hours game.. we all we shagged.. Gallen, Kevin Maurice, Tim(Feige), Yiwen,Weiji,Weiqiang,Yin hui , sweetie and me we for our dinner.. aft which we all headed home..

sweetie.... i really wish time would stop.. and i could be at ur side.. cos i really love it with u beside me.. esp the weekends.. cos i really feel like we were living together.. goin where-ever we want.. i hope u enjoyed ur b'dae.. cos i did even thought it's not mine.. i've never celebrated b'dae for my bf like the way we did on saturday.. once again.. we did something new together.. =) i know time is running short for u.. cos the yr is coming to it's end soon and u got to really work hard to hit ur target.. u have my support and i'll help u anyway u want me to.. still waiting for u to train me to do ur calling.. and i'll learn to be ur personal assistant fast.. dear.. i'm looking forward to the KL trip in dec.. cos tt would be our first trip overseas together.. who say we dun have things in common we do have.. so many first time.. love u dearly.. muacks

2007-10-24T20:51:00.000+08:00

梁靜茹-别人的天长地久

2007-10-22T19:00:00.000+08:00

had a long rest.. with 3 ful days of fun.. non stop...

as said in my prvious blog.. i went to the zoo with dear.. it was great.. but ended early because it was raining so heavily.. a bit disappointed.. cos i did get to see the kids corner.. cos there got hamster when i was there the last time.. which was 4 yrs ago.. haha.. we got there aft my ssdc thing.. we were clever this time didn't spend much time on the road.. i guess we are getting better and made friends with the road already.. =) dear was holding on to the camera and all he took was animals... haha.. we forgot to take pic of ourselves.. but luckily.. we bought the pic tt the worker took for us.. tt's the only pic we have at the zoo.. we got to watch the elephant show.. so cute.. it was lucky tt we didn't sat near the small lil river.. cos u will get splashed.. haha.. we had our lunch at the resturant while waitgin for the rain to stop.. we bought rain coats.. jus to continue our journey but tt didn't last long.. the rain spoilt our day...

called up bro (faye) ask where was he.. cos had to pass him the T-shirt i bought for him.. hey lucky u ar raffles lor.. cos we our plan of the day was goin to Mustafa.. aft passing him the shirt.. we headed off to Bugis.. to do a lil shoppin.. i bought my slipper from M)pohsis at last.. den my hamster stuff.. also signed up for membership.. den aft tt headed of too lil india.. there we bought our perfume.. Yup.. i finally also got my Gucci Perfume.. So contented.. we also head to Shell station nxt to his house to look for Vaccumme which he only bought at $20.. hahaha.. cheap man.. oh ya the dog there is adorable.. headed of to his house to rest for a while...

next day... i had my auto practical in the morning.. i really miss driving.. really miss it alot.. but i have to wait like dunno when den i can drive again.. hmm .. well.. let fate arrange.. aft prac went home to pac my cupboard.. well.. i managed to take out some old clothes.. and put it aside..=) met sweetie at 1pm.. he came to pick me and we went to chinatown to have my fav porraige for lunch... den went Audio House.. to look around to see if we could pick up some stuff.. and also look at washin machine.. cos the one at his house was out of order.. in the end he got a toaster.. aft tt we went to the same Shell station again... cos our Jazz needed to have a car wash.. headed to his house again to do our photo album.. dear.. i wrote my vow already.. when are u starting..

Sentosa was yeterday.. not many of our gang went but at least the usual.. haha.. did he same thing.. i manage to master volley ball.. haha tt's one happy thing.. but a bit sad tt i didn't had walks this time with dear alone.. tt's b'cos i didn't wan to leave yinhui alone ith the guys.. cos only 2 of us are gers there.. sorry dear.. left sentosa at 4pm.. den accompained Jimmy to buy his handphone at Vivo.. aft which we headed off to Marina to have out dinner.. as usual we end up at the pool centre playin pool..

my weekend is enjoyable esp with my loved one and my friends... nxt sunday is our badminton session.. wahaha.. goin to work our musscles out and fats away.. hahah *peace..

well.. now tt i'm in love for 4 mths.. really thankful for every enjoyable moments.. i'm really in the joy of happiness.. nv feel like this b4.. my vow are all the words i wan to say.. but not really complete.. cos it's jus the startin of a vow.. the final vow will be written with much more expirences in 3 yrs later.. dear i'm glad tt ur dad is treating me part of ur family.. hmm is a bit fast.. but it's a sense of securtiy.. and i love u.. as well as ur family..

jus there other day.. somthing happen which i think it was ridiculous.. jackson's mum is spreading news tt i was goin to ROM.. well i dunno wat the hell for.. but she has nothing better to do.. heck it..

nothing to blog again.. hungry nw