hmm well.. seems like the year is coming to it's end... many ppl around is goin on holidays.. inculding myself.. i guess i need a break.. tired to do anything.. not goin to complaint or braggin about my work.. desicion is final and i have the answer...

been listening to many sad love songs.. tt's today.. at the moment.. i realise.. love is fragil.. i've been living in the happiness of love till now.. it never stops coming in.. and i can never be more thankful den anything in the world.. but i dun wan to live in the mids of happines and one turn back sudden;y and say.. i'm leaving.. leaving for good.. u can never predict what's gonna happen the next min.. nobody can... the only thing is to live the day to the fullest and love when u can.. i rather disappointed with myself yesterday.. apart from waiting and couting the days to see sweetie.. i didn't love him yesterday to my fullest.. and i'm sorry.. i was like takin everything for granted.. and i'm disappoint with myself.. i should treasure every moment but i didn't.. hai.. i cannot turn back the time now.. we had a slient moment.. and it was scary.. it feels like everything has ended between us.. and yes i did cried.. cos slient is a killer..


sweetie.. my message is simple for u today.. i'm sorry.. and i love u... u are everything that i am now.. thank you...