staring at the screen for a moment now.. aft reading bro's blog.. i shedded into tears again.. bout yesterday.. the tone of her voice and her reaction of me with bro.. it was.. shockin and disappointin i guess.. aft the lunch and heart to heart chat with bro.. i suggested to go china town to get party stuff.. jus to make myself not to think too much.. but in my mind.. was all the worries for none other den the other part of the family.. msged her to have lunch at first... well to me 3+ is lunch cos i haven't eaten since morning.. no reply.. nvm.. i tot she was still at work.. so i didn't disturb her with another msg.. when bro called her.. she said she was walkin home.. we were waiting for you.. do you know tt..?



it's still buggin me.. of wat did i do to make you suddenly have this kinda actions towards me.. i even suggested to bro at china town to go your place even though i was mad.. cos i tot u needed us there to keep you accompained.. but aft the msg you said.. have a tot for others.. i was.. wat the hell.. i really wanna say your name here.. i mean really wat have i done? i'm clear conscience.. i treated you like my own sister.. i dun wan any returns.. but i dun deserve this treatment from you.. coldnest out of the blue.. I didn't complain about anything bout your latenest.. nv did i say a single word.. when you are late for our appointment.. did i say tt to your face? no.. i still ask you, how r u.. and stroke ur hair..



about the chalet.. i tot you were very keen and excited too.. cos you said you want a chalet of your own too.. but i guess.. you are not now.. nothing is goin to change even if you back off.. plans will still go on.. i wouldn't blame you if you were shocked bout the amount that bro told you.. it was all jus estimations.. but now.. it's not even tt amount.. you dun even need to fork out tt much.. well wat ever.. it's not about the money anymore.. all it matters now.. is YOU being there..



it hurts to see u being called a bitch.. come on.. our family member being called a bitch.. tt's the last thing in the dictionary we wan it to happen.. it hurt us too do you know tt.. how long do you wanna avoid us. if it's wasn't for you own good.. he wouldn't have been so frank to u.. we dun hide anything to each other.. and tt's wat a true pal or fren is.. pls dun get the wrong impression .. i dun wan this or anything or even anyone to spoil the closenest tt we 3 are having.. baby.. call us.. the doors and our arms are always here for you wide opened.. this song is for you