pufffff... i'm all out of energy..

i'm totally tired of everything.. everything at work that is.. i dunno why... i jus seem to be wat i am last time when i was at work.. looking forward each day to work.. but now a days.. it's like no point working.. maybe i did more den enough.. well, actually it the fact. As i say.. in and out of the office is all my contributions.. well.. i'm finally tired of contributing.. i'm tired of all the resposibilities that i'm holding .. i'm tired of being the only one doin everything.. why didn't i ask for help..? even if i did.. it's forgotten.. and in the end i rather do it on my own.. tt's why i rarely ask for help.. i finally realise i did lots of work but i'm paid less.. I also realise.. and i find it rather true when my dad say.. it's best not to depend on ppl, if u have hands and legs.. depend on urself.. though it's tough.. but it's a life lesson learnt.. i may be capable but i'm still a human..

everyday i go home with body aches, thinking wat to do the next day.. thinkin wat's not done.. i'm over stress! and i hate my life.. i jus hate that.. i was not like that when i was in Carlton.. truely those were the days that i will always miss in my life time now..


i'm goin to tender my resignation soon.. jus dunno how to put it.. sometime u got to be hard on something to get urself a better life.. i got to admit.. lorraine is nice in person.. though harsh and demanding at work. but overall.. i like her.. well.. i've sent my resumes out.. goin for 1 interview this saturday.. see how it goes ba.. i'm not rushing to resign.. jus too tired.. i need a break..