updates:

recently many things are happening around sweetie and me.. bad luck I should day.. about sweetie.. not having sales from people out there due to the stupid US news about AIG and the AIA thingy.. people are cancelling their policies not even waiting for news that say it was recovered.. after 24 hours.. why can't you people jus wait..! just 24 hours.. this has been affecting alot of agents in AIA.. all around sweetie was colleagues resigned.. switched to another line.. some have to sell their car jus to have cash in hand to go through this difficult moment.. all I see are his collleagues falling off the line of being an insurance agent.. not having the mood to work.. cos they have no faith.. even if they tried calling people out there for sales.. all they get is hanging up the calls after said they are from AIA.. I mean.. can't you jus give them time to speak and explain.. but i'm gald to say some of his client still trust AIA.. Tania, I really want to thank your dad for understanding.. This incident really affected benny alot.. not even him.. the people around him too.. eg. his family, whom he have to take care... me emotionally.. But I try stand strong to support him in everyway.. the news has been over about 2 weeks.. I hope I can see his smiling face in his heart.. not that his not smiling since the news.. jus that.. he doesn't show to me is sad and stressed side.. so tt's why I said.. I want to see his smiles in his heart.. =)

bad luck number 2... laptop was lost last week.. and I was without a trace... I mean not mine.. sweetie's.. he left it in the car all the time.. It was when he went to his boss's condo for bbq.. well.. i'm sorry to to those whom have sat his car.. you all are suspective criminals to me.. an object won't jus dissapper by itself.. cos it has no legs.. it could be sweetie misplaced it.. cos the laptop is his room of carrer all infomations are inside.. so must be somebody took it.. and said he/she did not take.. well.. I already told him not to believe anyone so easily.. I've learn not to believe too easy.. even my family.. I jus buy wat they say.. but it doesn't mean i trust.. in simple.. as my dad say.. ppl say u just listen... dun have to throw 100% trust.. cos humans are humans.. we lie..
we just listen and forget.. so a lesson learn here.. nv put valueables in the car.. like Laptop, handphone etc.. well dear.. i'm going to say this for the last time.. and i said before.. dun put your laptop in you car anymore.. jus bring home everyday.. laziness kills yourself.. I mean wat so difficult..? carry up and down.. can treat it as arm exercise ma.. right.. you are complaining your little mouse is gone right? BUILD IT BACK!!


as for me... my deadlines for all the society events are coming soon.. just left this month to get everything prepared.. really afriad I may get things mixed up.. cos are all so near one another.. I emailed some but no reply.. emailed so many times and still no reply.. I can't call, cos it's overseas.. I really dunno wat to do.. But i'm glad to say.. the meeting up of supplier that I arranged for one of the society was quite successful.. the company gave better discounts aft they went there.. I was suppose to go.. but lorraine said I no need to go.. so i stayed in the office to clear my work that I'm suppose to do.. =) work was hactic yesterday.. very busy.. but i'm gald it's over.. crossing my fingers I dun get things messed up!..


looking forward to this saturday.. my company's first time havign BBQ together.. It will be a tiring day of fun, laughter and play! haha.. still dunno wat to buy for lorraine.. seriously cracking my minds.. all my cells.. and dear just told me last week his brother's b'dae also coming.. I think this friday.. oh no.. really dunno wat to buy.. headache.. well.. i only have today to go buy presents.. so I'll grab whatever I see is useful..

i'll end here.. cos i need to look for love songs.. to hcange my blog song.. tc.