suddenly feel moody i dunno why..

staring at the screen of my computer again.. tryin to think of wat to blog..

yup watch the movie liscence to wed.. quite a nice movie.. all about 2 ppl getting to know each other frm frends to lovers... they had to go thru a test.. a process to test their love in diff situations.. from anger... to parenting.. den they got into a fight.. cos the ger didn't have a though for a guy.. and kept runing to her close guy frend for advises about everything in her life.. including the weddding..


the sort of brought up but in the end got back.. hmm love story always end the same.. ya.. they got married.. in the end..


well.. love is always so complicating to understand.. once u are with a person.. u got to know his everything.. his life.. his habits.. sometimes it's also diff to manage..


i'm not complaining or anything.. about my love life now.. i'm happy about everything.. jus deep into my feelings...



truely.. i miss all my frends... i miss hanging out with jasmin faye and adrain to most.. and of course our all time classic joke about " housefly" haha.. but again we have our own life to lead.. i hope we hang together again.. when we are free.. i'm always a call away.. really miss u guys.. jasmin's minah attitude... adrain's ah beng style.. faye's nagging and jokes about mat and minahs
not one can replace u all..


when it rains.. and you need a shelter.. i'm here
when it u are lonely.. i'll be there to accompany u
when u are feeling down.. and need a shoulder to lead on.. i'm here
when u wanna vent ur worries and anger.. i'm here..


sweetie.. u are like goin off for ur holiday in a week time.. i know i'm goin to miss u badly as this is our first time being a part for a long time.. in front of u i'm always strong with my feelings and i seldom cry infront of u.. it's countable.. 3 cos things brought me back to the old memorise.. but everyone knows i'm weak inside.. i've said i'll keep myself busy while ur'er away.. so i won't think of u.. but seriously.. i dunno wat to do.. kinda lost.. i promise i'll blog everyday.. so u can read wat i've done to compelte the test of waiting.. a wait for u to come back.. it really hurts to think of u not being beside me.. it would be so quiet.. without ur laughter.. ur teasing.. my phonewould be so quiet.. it's a motivation for me to work everyday now.. i'm lost.. totally lost.. i didn't wnna show my soft side cos i wan u to enjoy ur holiday.. well.. watever it is.. time passes very fast.. i'll be fine..