many things have been comin to my mind.. from the ppl i see on the road.. or the music i listen.. listening to love songs has always been my fave.. and some songs i listen to.. images of my past love.. is playin it's scene like in the movies.. i can listen to it on the bus and tap my feet to it.. if rythem hits my feet.. and yes most of it did in my mp3.. some are soothing love songs and hearbreaking.. i have to admit that i was also tearin the the bus just now again.. while listen to one song.. about promises made in one love and was broken into pieces when it come to an end.. yes.. the song reminds me of jackson again.. i dunno i just come naturally.. hmm yes it's dead...


questions pop up..
1. how many times can one fall in love in life.. i have fell in love 2 times even though i have 5 bf's b4.. serious ones nv works out the way i want.. not one listen to my call..

2. how many times can 1 say i love to another.. and does the 3 words really meant wat it was said out from the deadly mouth..? wat's the point of sayin it but it doesn't mean the way it should..

3. wat's forever love and enternal love anyay.. when it does not exits..

4.why does couple has to change to suit each other when they love the way each other were when they just met..?


i'm just the way i am.. navie, sweet and lovable , cheerful & talkative.. why i did change for tt damm-it and became a mouse.. well.. i nv wanna be tt way anymore.. if this time the right one comes.. i'll be the way i am.. and i'm still glad i gain more rather den lost aft the break.. thank you all.. i'm lookin forward to the chalet.. i wish to have surprises.. i dunno.. i just wan it the most memorable one.. bro you promised tt you'll mae a video for me.. you better make one tt can make me cry.. a touchin one.. i dunno.. haha. we'll surprise i dunno will have a not.. just see wat i'll get on tt day.. i hope i receive flowers on tt day.. prayin is the one i like.. hahaa.. no la just kidding.. hmm.. oh well. save the tears for the last..