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Sunday, December 28, 2008

blogging time...

sick sick sick.. why does it always happen to me at every ending of the month... and it's december... been coughing since christmas.. i guess it is no count down for me this year.. but i really wish to go see fire works.. marina bay is having count down.. vivo too.. i wanna go either one place.. hope i get well soon.

I guess this year is very different.. counting down with sweetie only.. i guess..

oh.. something happy that i wanna blog.. haha.. it's a bit lame but i'm happy to blog about it cos i've been wanting to get rid of it since i wans in pr 6.. yes the black mole that has been stuck on my top right eye brow is removed. went to jb with yinhui last week.. and decided to get rid of it once and for all.. she did it last yr.. so i see the result was good.. it's healing now.. :)


looking forward to 2009.. it's a new beinging.. but still need to work hard to save more money.. economy is bad.. hopefully next year.. there will not be any more mishap.. here wishing everyone.. happy new year!


Sunday, December 14, 2008

finally events are all over.. tt means no more dead lines.. less stress and less worried and no more panic.. * PEACE!

the 2 days of events that I was at the hotel was busy and is a must to be alert and sharp.. had to be at the hotel by 645am.. to get everything prepared.. the timing really reminds me of the days when I was attached to Carlton.. that 2 days.. I really felt i was back as a hotelier..

On the second day. I was running all over the hotel for the second day.. working according to the schdule that was given.. had to organise the participant of the society to the opening ceremony ballroom... den guide the lion dance to the ballroom.. for lunch den guide the participants to the ballroom.. assist for the award ceremony.. @ 430 guide all participant to pick up point to take bus to the turf club.. and at turf club.. assist for lucky draw and performance.. but at the same time.. i get to bet for horse racing.. haha.. with meimei and agnes.. but our horse did not win.. everything ended at 930.. it's a sweet thing that dear came to pick me.. it was not in the plan previously because it will be too far for him to come frm tampines to pick me and frm serangoon back to tampines.. appreciated it sweetie.. at the end of the second day.. my both ankles was strain and had 2 blisteres.. tt's the first time my feet was burning when I took out my foot wear.. I totally drop to bed after my bath..

now one thing in my personal life is happeninf and it something i really hoped and wish it will be over and done quickly.. but I know this takes time. my grandma is admitted to hospital yesterday due to slow heart beat.. she was fighting her illness last year with this sickness call "she"(snake) it had spoilt her vains and made her very thin.. since den.. she had gone to see many doctors.. but she still trust the only doctor that my grandpa consulted before he passed away.. I know she's staying strong.. she is fighting strongly.. she is very afriad to trouble us.. she should have told us when she found out she had the snake sickness at the first stage.. but she didn't.. this snake sickness is deadly.. my mum said.. it will go round your waist.. and if it goes a full round the person will die straight away.. for my grandma.. it was half... but it is cured... now is just her nerves getting weak that's why is causing the heart beating slow..


I cried the other day.. before i fell asleep.. because I really didn't want to loose her.. she is the reason for our family getting close.. she has been taking care of us since young.. and even if we don't go to visit her on sundays.. she will boil soup for us and ask my mum to bring back for me and my brother.. once she ask my mum.. Why didn't I go see her for so long..? I was so touched.. and felt sorry.. she's an old lady with limited time and hoping and wanting to see us her children/grandchildren/great grandchild every week.. but we doesn't seem to go down to see her often.. that's a very sad thing to say.. I'm telling myself to go down to see her every sunday like last time..

today i went to see her.. she is getting so petited ( small). my heart melt... really hopes she gets well soon.. if not, doctor said she have to go for surgry to insert a wire to help her heart beat at a normal speed.. ad if she doesn't, i'll take leave to stay by her outside the operation room.. i'm starting to pray everyday for her to get well.. I dun want to loose her..