Currently now i have my deepest feelings of love when i'm listening to this song from ronan keating.. the sound-track from the movie Notting Hill.. cos this is the song that keeps benny singing in the car when we bought the wedding edition cd that was released not long ago.. we bought it cos most of the love songs are what we liked.. but nothing beats this one.. i jus miss him singing this one.. the lyrics of the said song is so meaningful.. those kind of of swett and simple words to make it all beautiful...


everytime i listen to those love songs.. it'll jus make me think of the past when we jus got together.. i'm not working today cos i'm still on mc from the gastric pain.. some side effects is still in my stomach.. totally laszy to go to work.. i so feel like telling my boss to jus let me stop workin from tomorrow.. i still got about 20 days more to go.. so tired.. jus hate it when i'm always being depend on.. even when i'm on mc.. totally tired..

i really miss him now.. feel like crying out loud.. but he said I'm a big ger nw.. i should cry for nothing.. but the feeling jus sucked when u really think of somebody an u cannot se him at the point when the thoughts are running wild..

dear.. i've not been writing messages to you frm here.. cos I've learnt to express my words thru speech when i see you.. but i jus wan to tell u i miss you.. i'm so bored at home.. even more bored when i dun see your messages or hear ur phone calls.. I really wish i could be around you 24 hours.. but i can't.. but i always wanted to ask you a question.. am i really the one for you? i dunno jus wan to ask.. it hurts to ask you this question nw.. not meaning anything .. jus wan to hear the most truethful answer when i see you.. I can tell you now.. and I'm confirmed that you are the one for me..

yesterday was one happening day for me..

had gastric pain again.. it'll never stop soming back for me.. the pain start at 11am whilei was at work.. but i got worst aft i ate a few spoons of porraige.. yup i didn't finish it.. threw away almost a ful pack of it.. Took half day to see company doctor.. dear accompanied me.. it didn't stop even though i took the prescribtion..

Lay in my bed... the pain got even bad.. at 6 dear rushed me to hospital to see a doc.. I was cryin in pain for many times.. and throw out many times.. the feelin was yacky.. never had tt bad pain before.. waited for 2 hours den it's my turn to see the doctor... imagine i was suffering and bearing the pain for almost the whole day.. my mum was at the hospital too.. aft a 4 hours of battle in the hospital with blood test and other tests.. and medication and injection, I was fine..

got home at around 11 and went to bed immediately..

seriously, i almost feel like dying.. got 3 days mc for tt.. i guess i needed lotsss of rest.. benn very weak these days.. tc everyone too..

hmm i guess it was a long time since i blogged a long story about my happenings..

haapy occasions in my family.. a new born baby has arrived..! yup i'm older again.. my new baby nephew has arrived. i'm very happy indeed.. as usual i'm busy buying baby stuff from thursday.. hah.. cos i jus love window shoppin for baby stuff nowadys.. dunno why jus a feelin from the heart.. my heart is smilling too.. :P and my naughty nephew Jun han's b'dae is around to corner too.. so good his baby brother is jus like 10 days earlier den him.. yup that miscivious one tt was at my chalet last year.. well.. i hope is not too late to say sorry to those that was abused by him.. i heard he hit some of you there.. so sorry.. pls forgive ok?

LAter i'll be goin his house to see the new born.. at the same time baby sit him awhile.. he is one not shy kid.. well.. as faye says.. not shy den can get.. he learns tt.. haha.. faye wat u though him tt day at the chalet...

hmm.. i wonder when is my turn.. time will tell me the answer.. it's our generations' time to get married.. jus guessing who will get married first.. :P tc peeps!

Bosson-Where Are You


just found this beautiful song when i was in secondary school.. jus got me thinking.. that love is a miricle to bring 2 strangers together.. well.. every love story is sweet and sometimes have a weird beginging.. like me and ben.. haha.. yup.. peeps jus keep this in mind.. love and being love is beautiful..

你們是我的星光(完整版)－星光2班

sorry peeps i can't get the original version of this song. only can find the recorded version by someone who posted this song. It's about 10mins. Very nice song.!情歌王 by 古巨基

( PArt 1 )


( Part 2 )

well not goin to blog much. On Mc again. Falling sick very easily these days.

today marks the day that both ben and i fell sick together. fever, sore throat, flu.

gave resignation letter to lorraine yesterday. She was raher shocked and insisted me to stay on. Ask me to take back the letter and think over again. Well, desicions are clear. But she also said, If is the pay matter and for a better future she will not keep me and let me go.. For 3 interviews i went, i still like the Plaza Sing one. Start 11am but ends at 9pm( which i dun mind) cos it's in the shoppin mall and i can do shoppin during lunch or aft work on sat! dear we can go the GV upstairs to watch movie str8.. so convinent! haha


oh, sunday we went Vivo to play arcade aft the steam boat at my grandma house.. play a fighting game kinda like street fighter.. guess who won? ME! hahaa hey dear lousy la you.. I play street fighter since i was pr1.. LOVE TT GAME! cos i nv loose to my boy cousins.. haha MAFIA ALIVE!

This sat goin to bowl again with the gang.. I actually insisted on cycling while others on bowling.. gotta go with their decision this time cos i'm sick.. cos exercise too much. sob :(

ok enough of showing off myself... goin back to bed now to rest. tc peeps

long time no updates.. almost forgot i got this blog to update.. life have been too great that kept me busy with..


had steam boat last week while celebrating yinhui's b'dae.. dear, daph and me bought burberry's perfume for her.. and also a gift voucher.. :) actually i have nothing to update.. still busy with my life of resigning or not resigning.. i know i got to make tt desicion.. leave for a better life.. stay for the more stress and resposibility.

i suddenly feel unhappy about my job.. i dunno why.. maybe i've stayed there for so long till i'm too tired to move on with them.. i'm always a loner in settling problems.. the company has knock down walls so tt my other 2 colleague can see who is at the counter.. but still nobpdy can step in to help.. the client will jus stand there and wait for me.. WHY! can't they see there are 2 other humans sitting there..? i'm totally pissed of.. but i still remain my cool.. frm the morning today i'm draggin myself to move on.. i know i can't be draggin my whole life in this horrible life.. i wan to move on to the next chapter.. but i dunno how to make the first step.. i'm jus fear with can't find a job to substain my daily rice bowl.. i'm jus fear with tt.. i'm the only person who has to overcome tt myself..


well.. i'm planning a chalet.. a combine b'dae celebration with daphne.. which will be 17-18-19 may. still not book but the dates are confirmed.. my list is ever simple.. who ever came last yr will come this yr.. but of course.. the most wanted group are my mafia gang and sec sch gers.. :)

hmm.. wish me luck..