well it's really time to blog..

done nothing much.. in to fishing for the weekend again.. haha.. but this tym we checked the weather forecast.. actually set on sunday but it was better on saturday... had dinner den went gaint at tampines to buy prawn.. this time dear use dead prawns.. haha... reach pasir ris park.. set out pinic mats on the ground.. den he got set up for fishing...


aft a 15 mins wait.. wo got something.. but it was cat fish.. well.. i nv knew how cat fish looked like.. this tt day.. hha.. it was so ugly.. eeee.... set it off.. but we were afraid of touching it.. cos dear say tt fish is poisonious.. we used the pilers to roll it down to sea.. but it got stuck in one of the hole.. among the rocks.. so we leave it.. hmm it's a bit crule but we had no choice.. it dagerous to go down by the rocks.. i said prayers to heal the soul.. ahah.. well aft 2 hours of fishing we left.. the next day we both kinda got sick.. cos we set too long by the sea.. hmm i'm weak.. tt's all i got to say..


we bought a camera took last week.. and promise to take pic with it where ever we go.. yup as i say i'm busy dressing up to my best for 2 weddings.. one which is this coming sunday.. it's day tt i will get to see the whole family of AIA Tampines.. it's been 6 mths dear and i are together.. and i nv seen any of them yet. haah.. except his boss Desmond.. and the only 1 colleauge tt we went fishing with.. fulls stop.. haha.. everyone know my name but nv seen me b4.. haha so have to be in my best..! Yes!


hmm nothing to blog already. tired.. i need lots of rest

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came across this pic.. find it sweet.. dear dear say the boy looks like him.. dots.. Zhen Ai Mei... hai....

at this moment i'm blogging.. but some where new.. at his house...

normally i dun blog at other places den my home.. cos home is a place where i have more to say private moment to myself.. a self that i can expression more feelings.. but nw i'm alone.. his watchin Charlie's Angels outside..

well.. today was a exciting cum adventurous day.... planned to go sentosa at the begining.. but most of our friends couldn't make it.. so we cancelled it.. dear and i decided to go on a fishing trip on our own..


He came to pick me at at 1130am.. but i was delayed with something at home.. he said he was outside and i was like.. oh no.. haha... got out of the house at 12pm.. seeing him sitting outside my staircase there.. but on the sofa tt my neighbour left outside.. haha.. went off to tampines to drop something to his client.. and we set off on our trip.. bought live prawns and fishing stuff.. we dun need a rod cos he has it.. left the shop... so coincedent(sorry for the spelling) at the junction about to turn right... his frend's car was at the left junction.. dear made a call to him to where is was goin.. he was goin fishing too.. hha.. so we join him along with his gf...


he brought us to this place near the changi aloha loyang chalet.. a place like the olden days kampong.. build up with wooden plangs and also with woodden huts/shelters.. I"m sorry i didn't ring my camera to take a pic of it.. i'm glad to say.. it's a very peaceful place.. the boy set up of fishing.. while i jus sit around.. dear and i lay our mat on the pavement of the plangs... enjoying our chips and chatting.. but in seconds that he threw his bait.. he got a fish.. it's a small one.. we let it go cos the hook almost went into the fish's eye.. tot it deserve a live back to sea.. aft a 20 min fishing experience... dark clouds was filling the sky.. wanted to pack and go but his colleague say we jus stay to see how.. the boys took the chance to go back to the car to get umbrella.. by then.. the sky was already filled with strong wind and heavy rain..


the wind was so strong that it blew the rain in.. his colleague got a tent that we could hide in.. but it took us about 30min jus to set it up.. and yes.. by the time we 4 were already all wet.. from head to toe.. we also offered an uncle there to come in for shelter.. but he refused.. so we offered him our biggest umbrella instead.. waited and joked for 30 mins.. the rain was so called.. smaller.. we decided to gamble our luck to go back to the car.. quickly pack up.. and we qiuckly got back to the car... we were all dripping wet... I went to his house to dry myself and my clothes..


well.. it was a fun day i got to say.. apart from the rain.. it didn't spoil our day.. instead we enjoyed it.. hahha.. but one thing sad is at our Jie Si (Jazz) is scratch.. the paint came off.. it happened when benny didn't notice a barrel at the side raod when reveresing..


Dear.. i enjoy myself.. really i did.. we shall go fishing again.. but this tym i will get myself prepared for wet weather.. muack...

just wanna post something now..

wanna tell all my good pals.. i miss u all.. esp missing the times we jokes about ppl around us.. yes i miss jasmin, faye, adrian, kath..
these are the ppl who will nv stop making me laugh..

lookin at the slides on my friendster.. friendship is another most valueable thing on eart u can ever have.. it's really difficult to find a group of ppl whom u can really click with.. and i'm glad to say.. i've found.. miss how we jokes about "velu" and creating stories of him to make us laugh.. it's a treasure... goin to post this same song i post to faye and jasmin on their friendster.. cos it's meaningful i think.. take care mafiarians.. till then..

wow.. wat a weekend.. though nothing much was done..


well.. i went back to work today.. cos i was on mc yesterday... to ppl who didn't know.. i was have food poisoning.. and the medican gave to me didn't help at the 24hrs clinic i visited during the midnight.. of yesterday.. i was brought to SGH by sweetie to see the doctor there.. and also stayed in for a couples of hours to rest in the ward for observations...cos the pain was unbearable.. i cried out and vomited many times.. well.. i'm fine now but still on medications.. no worries.. now i realise have an accident plan is important.. and the benifits are attractive..(pls consider to buy insurance.. it's impt.. and accident do happen.. dun wait till it's too late)


back to my work.. had many things to do.. my head almost went bonkers.. but i very zai one.. did all my task and i did left work at the dot of 2pm.. hahah...


yes is our pat tor day today again.. didn't do many stuff but did wat we planned.. had lunch.. and also met up with dear's frend who was having quaries bout investments.. aft which we headed to buy crab at the coffee shop nxt to hougang bowling alley.. and headed back to his house to have dinner with his family.. as i planned to pass present to Meiling's son.. but unfortunately she wasn't home.. so we left at knocking on the door for 2 mins...


headed to the place we called it "Blue Blue" but only found out the name of it was The Oasis.. didn't get the pic.. but i will get it soon for u all to see.. but we discovered something today.. which is a new shopping mall.. not fully furnished.. but is goin to be open nxt yr.. but there are a few shops opened for business already.. one that really attracted us was the Bowlling Alley.... will try bowling there one day with the gang.. it's rather deserted now.. hahaa.. it's around kallang..

ok.. tt's about it for my sat..

jus came across this song.. enjoy.. Lost Without You by Delta Goodrem





I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes
A little righteous and too proud
I just want to find a way to compromise
Cos I believe that we can work things out


I thought I had all the answers never giving in
But baby since you've gone I admit that I was wrong

All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How AM I ( not my ) going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye
don't know what I'd do ...I'm lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you


How AM I (not my ) ever gonna get rid of these blues
Baby I'm so lonely all the time
Everywhere I go I get so confused
You're the only thing that's on my mind


Oh my beds so cold at night and I miss you more each day
Only you can make it right no I'm not too proud to say

All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How my going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye
don't know what I'd do ...I'm lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you

If I could only hold you now and make the pain just go away
Can't stop the tears from running down my face

All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How my going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye
don't know what I'd do ...I'm lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you

hmm well.. seems like the year is coming to it's end... many ppl around is goin on holidays.. inculding myself.. i guess i need a break.. tired to do anything.. not goin to complaint or braggin about my work.. desicion is final and i have the answer...

been listening to many sad love songs.. tt's today.. at the moment.. i realise.. love is fragil.. i've been living in the happiness of love till now.. it never stops coming in.. and i can never be more thankful den anything in the world.. but i dun wan to live in the mids of happines and one turn back sudden;y and say.. i'm leaving.. leaving for good.. u can never predict what's gonna happen the next min.. nobody can... the only thing is to live the day to the fullest and love when u can.. i rather disappointed with myself yesterday.. apart from waiting and couting the days to see sweetie.. i didn't love him yesterday to my fullest.. and i'm sorry.. i was like takin everything for granted.. and i'm disappoint with myself.. i should treasure every moment but i didn't.. hai.. i cannot turn back the time now.. we had a slient moment.. and it was scary.. it feels like everything has ended between us.. and yes i did cried.. cos slient is a killer..


sweetie.. my message is simple for u today.. i'm sorry.. and i love u... u are everything that i am now.. thank you...

bored...

weekend was ok this week.. but at least my sat was great.. thanx sweetie...

we went to catch the new movie by the rock.. The Game Plan.. i got to say.. i strongly recommend you all to watch.. it's a great movie.. i teared at the part where his "daughter" named Paton in the movie left him to stay with her aunt.. so touching... oh my.. it's a must watch movie.. goin to catch the cartoon The Bee Movie,Alvin & the chipmunks(which is a cartoon in the late 80's and early 90's.. it accompained me throughout my child hood days) lot's more on the list.. haha.. contented.. b'cos i'm watchin it with u.. muacks


suppose to have our(with the gang) cycling session.. but the weather was not wat we expected.. cos the sky got dark when we reach mac.. and we got restless.. so in the end we ended up playin pool and billard.. wahah.. it's always the case.. aft tt we went to have dinner at the hawker centre there .. the parkin was terrible.. dear and i.. accompained with weiqiang and yinhui in the car.. we waited for like 1 hour for jus one parkin lot.. the ones we want are always taken by others,... in the end we did the ganster's where.. jus chap into ppl's teritory also.. cannot be polite.. sometimes.. we got to be demanding.. hahaha.. the other car was like pissed.. but hey.. we waited longer den u did.. so too bad.. haha.... *peace!



dear.. as i said i have a few things i wanna say to you.. about me sayin about the fortuen tellin thing which i seen aft the last break up.. well wat ever is over is already over.. i'm sorry tt i mentioned tt once again... i can never stop sayin how thankful i am jus to have u to be mine.. i should really start doin the album.. need to collect nice quotes for the album.. i'm still learning and thinkin of new ones.. it's simple to say i love you every now but den showing the love has to be done and felt... saying yes i do is simple.. but has a big resposiblity and much to think ahead.. life is full of obsticales and i'm willing to go thru each and everyone with u.. solving each and everyone together.. words are sometimes better typin it out.. i hope u understand tt i love expressing my love to u this way.. muack.. never letting u go..