This survey is actually posted by one of my friend in friendster.. through bulletin.. i have nothing to do so.. jus did it and post it here.. =)

1) Single, Taken, Naked, or Flirt?
Taken.

2) Are you happy with that?
Yup.. very happy.

3 ) Would you still kiss your ex?
No! of course not.. I hate that jerk.

4 ) Have you ever had your heart broken?
yup.. too deep to explain..

5 ) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is
ok?
well white lies do exist.. but I'll be as truthful as possible..

6) Have you ever talked about marriage?
YES of course.. till ben got fed up.. haha.. muacks!

7) Do you want children?
Yes.. Of course!

8) How Many?
2-3.. to make the family tree a big one..

9) If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
hmm.. every one has his or her rights to say things.. why not.. but..
there no chance, I'm too busy falling in love with ben.

10) Do you want someone you can't have?
hmm.. nope..

11) Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
important ones.. yes..

12) Do you believe that you can change for someone?
yes.. and i have changed for ben..

13) What would you say about your most recent ex?
hmm well. basically he's a real jerk.. bastard.. cheated all my money and feelings, and pretended nothing has happen aft the break.

14) Does your ex still have feelings for you?
NO NEVER.. he almost slapped me for the break up as if it was my fault.. which he initiate. even if he does have feelings for me again.. he doesn't stand any chances. FAT HOPE!!!

15) Do you believe in long distance relationships?
no i dun.. cos feelings will fade eventually..

16) Do you believe in love at first sight?
yes and no..


Didn't went to work today.. got my gastric aches as ususal.. it was troubling me the whole night yesterday.. aft the great movie of Sex in the City.. came home took my medician from the Hospital previously to control the pain.. well.. i only got to sleep at 3am.. Well, the movie was great as i said.. some RA parts.. but it's expected.. touching and sweet at the ending.. Must watch..!!

Went to see doc this morning.. he said..: "Haiyo.. why always the same problem.." den he check my stomach and said again: "ya alot of wind and acid inside.." i was like "ya lor.. sian.. always the same thing.." took my medication.. bought newspaper for my dad and headed home.. ate porraige and played games.. tot my gers would be online.. but i forgot they had to do their calling @ prudential.. haha.. kath msged me asked if i wanted to meet but cannot cos today is her off day.. sorry babe! well.. daphne is goin to meet jason today.. dunno how will it go.. haha so excited.. kath is goin to have a chalet..!! yeepie!! bbq and beer again!! haha.. Beer Beer beer!! 12 to 14 July.. haha.. overnight again.. this tym she won't run away with my water bomb.

gastric is still there but not tt painful.. goin to see doc at SGH this sat before work.. hope results says nothing wrong.. lookin forward to see grace... i think we have dinner on the 28 june? is tt ok evil club? hmm having fever now.. sian.. and looking forward to this sat!! CHILL OUT TIME!! PARTY!! haha.. take care peeps!

it's been a very fruitful day for me. had a wonderful time

it's benn so long since i went shoppin str8 aft work today.. @ orchard! dun ususally do that cos. 1. the weather is very hot.. 2. benny hates shoppin.. it's not his cup of tea.. if the top tt i like is expensive he will say not nice la.. or dun suit me la.. if he thinks it's ok.. i will know, cos his ans will be ok lor.. haha. but today.. i base on my own judgement.. i bought a pink top.. finally i got my pink moto back.. it's been a long time since i wear anything pink. We also saw some spore celeb performing outside taka. I also sign up for facial trial and sweetie bought a flower for me.. they are selling flowers to raise funds for the china earthquake.

i'm also glad cos aft 8 years of depart.. i finally found my 2 other sisters from sec school.. yes i'm glad and happy to say tt yh and me finally found janet and nora.. i was overjoyed and almost wanted to cried out of happines when yh told me that she found nora today.. it was planned to make a return trip back to imm this week.. i had to acc benny.. so i kinda regret not goin. sorry yh!! we actually made a trip down on monday to find nora but she wasn't workin..

To everyone who knows nora.. she's doin fine.. she's married and pregnent for 6 mths.. she will be due this august.. i really can't wait to see her.. i feel like huggin her tied.. my mum was also askin me about her.. cos she is the one whom my mother also cared for when i was in sec sch.. cos she was frm a poor family like me.. and sometimes if my aunt give me colthes i'll share with her.. nora.. i'm very gald tt yh and i found u.. we missed u so much..! i cannot be more thankful for my b'dae wish.. thanks to god =) counting down to august to see u and ur new born..

currently i'm busy fixing up a puzzel that benny bought.. it's micky and minnie getting married in a church with all the other disney characters witnessing them.. it's very beautiful.. the background has all the fairy tales.. like cinderaller.. beauty and the beast etc.. so nice.. we din almost 1/4 of it.. i cannot wait for it to be done.. so exciting.. haha.. well i did most if the fixing... nvm.. i enjoyed it.. :)

guess tt's all to now.. i'm almost booked for all weekends for the mthof june.. so busy.. 1st june shoppin and early celebration of my b'dae with daphne and yh.. weekdays i'm workin till 9pm.. 6 june my b'dae sweetie dunno bringing me where aft my work.. 8th june.. my facial in the morning, acc dear in the aftnoon, evening dinner with faye and adrian/jasmin, 15 june sentosa.. left the end of june.. except for sweetie.. i'm not been booked yet.. hha.. busy me.. well take care peeps and dun forget.

GREAT SINGAPORE SALES IS NOW ON!!! Start your shoppin.. dun stop.. dun think too much.. like it buy it.. aft tt earn ur...money back.. this dun come often.. shop till u drop...

Our relationship has never been perfectBut our love has always been trueThats why no matter what obstacles life throws usI will never give up on you.

We've been through some difficult timesThat now remain in the pastIt's what happens from here on out that countsBut it will take both of us to make it last.

You have done some hurtful things to meAnd I have done the sameAnd yet here we are hand in handContemplating all the joys that we behold in all our future days.

Regardless of all the tears I have shed and the pain we have both feltIt's you and only you that can make me smileAnd its you that knows how to erase a frown from my faceAnd these are the memories I'll cherish even after I die.

You have truly changed my lifeIn ways you can only imagineGod brought you into my life at the perfect timeAnd you have made my life complete and i hope I have completed yours too.

part 2 of my blog..

nothing much is jus about today.. =) another happy occassion.

Aft & years of lost in contact.. I finally manage to get back in touch with Janet.. i'm very glad that we met up today.. aft so many years. Of course I have invited yh and daphne to share this joy..

met yh@ chinatown mrt for lunch b4 heading to jurong Imm to meet janet.. aft lunch we were suppose to just do window shoppin and to also enjoy the air-con in OG, but the surrounding of clothes jus cannot stop to temp us frm buying them.. we though it was no harm to try clothes while passing the time.. but.. we in the end bought 1 top each.. sigh.. well.. we are girls.. this is our hobby in the blood.. haha

Aft that.. we took a slow stroll to Outrum MRT to take a trian to Jurong... den finally we reach and we suddenly bumpped into Janet at the MRT.. haha.. wat a coinsidence.. =) her baby was adorable.. went IMM Burger King while waiting for Daphne.. aft 2 hours + she came.. and we bought MOs burger to the top of the building cos there was a pool or so called water playground.. cos her daughter loves it! haha.. aft a pic taken.. I left. cos i meeting sweetie @ Suntec..

got to intro a movie.. which is titled.. Chocolate.. it's a thai movie.. more to action.. it's very nice. should watched.. tired already..

these are the 2 pic taken in OG's Dressing Room.. haha

wat a fantastic weekend.. had lot of fun...

yup the longed wait for the chalet is over.. many surprises.. friends of mine suddenly came.. like kath and novwell.. was happy... but still expected my others friends to come but didn't turned up.. those who told me u were not coming i understand.. faye suppose to come.. but scalded his hand.. adrian (kor kor) didn't come due to work.. and jasmin had to acc bf.. well.. we'll meet soon.. i actually prepared big bottles of beer for adrian and faye.. but nvm.. i finished them up on be-half. haha,, hey.. i wasn't drunk.. very glad. Kath, YinHui, Daphne and me.. drink like no-bodies bussiness.. we finished up almost 3/4 of wat we bought.. on top of that.. we drank different kinds of beer.. this is crazy.. well.. for an happy occassion.. it's worth..


sweetie's colleagues all came.. was happy to see them. Thanks to ZuFong and Hogan.. for starting the fire for me. and thanks to chole who bought the water bomb bag.. haha.. well... you all know wat happened..

Time to cake cake.. everyone as usual sang b'dae song.. den sweetie.. yinhui.. kath.. daphne and vincent helped tp cut cake.. and at the midst of it.. i started to use the wipped cream to splash on sweetie's and daphne's face.. i was giving away cake.. and aft tt.. war started.. Sweetie, Kath, Yinhui and me aimed Daphne.. i had the most cream so i splashed on daphne the most.. hahah(evil laugh) den out of no where.. sweetie had already prepared 1 full bag of water bombs.. so he and hogan threw at us.. but mostly also daphne kana.. haha.. den i chased sweetie and wiped the cream all over his face and body. he ran to the bath room to bath.. (smart..) i was chasing hogan because he help sweetie with the water bomb.. but i forgave him cos he made a water bomb in exchange. haha.. well.. we chased daphne with water bomb.. and I taught kath the best way to splashed it.. tt's is not to tie it and jus throw the water.. it was so sudden which she said, "oh is it, let's try." and the water was on me.. thanks ger.. i tot we were a team.. i didn't chased her cos my top was too hmm obvious to see my bra.. so sweetie asked me to bathe and i did..

we stopped all war.. and cleaned up.. the rest of the ppl continued with their majong game.. i regretted not taking pictures.. tt's one most impt thing i forgot.. well.. i guess it's next time.. all of us washed up.. kath & novwell left. den yh and daphne came over to my side.. we watched and played games.. jimmy came at 1+.. den Nick came back and we played blackjack.. i slept at 2am.. zzzz

some pictures we took among ourselves.. not must cos we were busy tryin to get drunk haha.::


















( I jus love this pic of us)

1st day of my new life.

today marks my new day as an workin adult aft a 2 weeks break.. kinda excited but a bit scared.. afriad i could not cope with it as it is a new job scope for me.

well.. everything takes time to learn.. good luck to me.


have sent invitation for the chalet.. response isn't good for my side.. every one is busy.. goin holidays.. attending wedding dinners.. have appt with thier frends already.. seems like my side of friends are not comin.. wat's left in my list is only benny's colleagues.. kinda dissappointed.. but well.. i can't do anything about it either.. i suddenly dun have the mood to look forward to it..

sadd..

well.. another lazing day for me.

Having my holiday breaks and it's coming to an end soon.. what's left is 2 days. Today i'm doin practically nothing.. apart from housework.. well i gotta sa that i did enjoyed my hoilidays to the fullest.. at least not to the max.. if not i'll drop dead.. ha ha..

acutally didn't much things la.. jus enjoyed myself sleepin till aft 8 or sometimes even aft 9.. i think i'm slowly getting rid of the habit to get up @ 7am.. great.. panda eyes go away..!! my skin is getting rather dry and alot of black spots these days.. i made a very big desicion to give up my gucci bag tt sweetie was goin to get me and choose for a facial therapy.. which i think is wat i really need at this moment.. i'm upset with my face.. i'm goin to do my makret reseach with 3 main beauty salon.. 1. Adonis 2.Bioskin and 3. Coslab. Which ever that can give a good price and has impressive politeness i'll go.. hmm sincerity ma.. right.. not tt i'm diff to handle.. haha..


starting work on the 5th of may.. kinda excited.. cos get to meet new ppl.. dunno how the work load will be like.. but anyway i have confidence tt i can handle it..

I went for my scope the day before.. It was horrible.. they do the scope when i was awake.. I felt terrible and cried while they were doin.. so painful!!! u can feel the scope in the stomach spinning when the doc twisted it.. i fasted for 7 hours for this.. but it was for a good cost.. I'm fine.. dun worry.. now waiting for my radiography which is this coming 22 may and back to see the doc on 24 may.. i think nothing is wrong.. doc said maybe it was jus a stomach flu..

hmm last thing to update about me.. i'm startin to do excercise this week.. jus went gym @ hougang with yin hui yesterday.. and i also bought skipping rope to do skipping every morning.. i realise i'm getting fatter during shoppin when i was in a changing room.. well this is better den skipping my meals like before.. I really must take care of my body and health.. i dun wanna die too early.. i still wanna see my future grandson get married.. haha.. tt's how long i wanna live.. longer the better..

hmm nothing to update le.. tc peeps!