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haven't been posting a long blog for a long time.. so i'll make it in detailed wat's been goin on around my life these days... happy moments in deed..

start with 21 Sep 2007...

after a long wait for 2 mths.. my sweetie finally got his new car.. as shown the pic below.. Honda jazz.. actually we didn't planned to meet up but due to the sun burn.. i was itching from day to night.. yup.. den he said to come to fetch me aft work.. but was failed cos he had a last min change of time with his appointtment.. instead, we met up for dinner.. suggested to go Geylang to had frog leg porraige.. but couldn't get to find a parking space.. so we change our plans to head to east coast for dinner.. cos we tot we could stroll along the beach as i was already off my office attire.. but failed again cos we could find the hawker centre.. i guess it was too dark tt's why we missed it.. we were on the roads for like an hour plus tryin to find a place to fill our stomach.. so we decided to head off to bedok .. the 85 Market.. but before tt we went to Esso to pump his petrol which was coming to empty.. well.. i guess we were too hungry.. and i could see that he was pissed with finding a place to settle down.. but we ended up at this bedok hawker centre...
aftall.. we still went to east coast to have lil stroll before he send me home...

- sweetie, i'm sorry i made u kinda pissed too.. i've learned from mistake.. but hey.. u are also sorry for throwing ur temper..



his car

22 Sep 2007

aft work.. i went to the god of mercy temple with meimei.. of course to pray.. aft tt i took trian with her cos i have to head to tampines to meet up with sweetie.. why didn't he come to pick me up instead? tt's because he had a meeting with his boss.. but it ended early as unexpected.. anyway i had to fix the watch he bought for me.. =) yup.. den we headed to weiqiang house.. hmm for his work.. some discussion about some insurance policy.. well it was also to practise his presentation test which is coming up.. yup.. it lasted for about an hour or so..

den, we went off to Vivo to shop for some stuff for the car.. we bought our photo album at Hallmark... Precious Moments is the theme.. it has a cd compartment for us to do our sildes in the year future.. he bought his bluetooth ear pcs.. which helps him to ans calls when he's on the road.. bought his car wah stuff.. ans we returned the DVDs' tt we borrowed 1 week ago...

headed off to Mount Faber to have a breadth taking view.. at first it was eye opening but as we went higher.. it was quite alright only.. a bit woo-loo la.. if u take the stairs downwards.. which we did.. scary too.. and i almost cried out cos i was really dark.. u all know la.. i'm scared of drakness.. but to climb the stairs back up to the road was really a test of our staminar.. ~phew.. we were panting ..but he made me laugh.. sweating alot too.. we did spend much time there.. we headed to his house and by the tym i reach his house was like 1045.. ya.. cos he needed help to carry his office stuff back up to his house.. yup i ended my sat by leaving his house at 1130.. of course with him fetchin me home..




this is the watch he bought but mine is the squared one




23 Sep 2007


as blur as i can be.. as usual.. i mistaken my practical lesson from 1030 to 830am.. so i woke up at 645am for nothing.. i only realise it when i couldn't find my name on the screen to check wat car am i alotted to.. haha.. i decided to skip class cos i was already demolarize.. i went to tampines to find my sweetie to have breakfast together.. set off to his house and we took a 30-45mins rest before we went to meet novwell.. same as sat.. for the interview thingy tt sweetie had to do.. bussiness is business.. the same amount of time spent for tt meeting.. but one thing sad was i didn't get to see Novwell's dogs.. yes 2 of them.. nvm la.. nxt time ba.. wee we had a hard time finding her house.. hmm and my instints were not helpin me nor functioning today.. headed to bugis.. had lunch at Pasta Mania.. den we went off shoppin again.. dear bought the glow in the dar cushion for me.. went back to his house.. and we took a 2 hours nap.. i guess all the shoppin and errans had tired us out..


went for dinner and headed of to his basketball game.. with weiqiang and weiji.. also with 2 other guy.. hmm i forgot their names.. aha.. i listen to mp3 to spend my time away.. i also played games with his Dopod.. yup.. everything ended at 9..


sweetie.. i'm thankful of all the things u've spent on us as well as on me.. i really like the watch u bought for me.. cos i never tot i would receive it so fast.. cos u told me it would be my x'mas present.. hmm yup.. u asked if i was happy being with you.. well.. i'm happy and never been so blessed.. i guess the road in front of us is getting tougher each day.. esp now.. u got ur car.. u got to work extra hard to pay off ur installment... well, i totally understand and u dun have to worry if i'll get bored over the weekdays if we dun meet.. as i told u b4 work comes first.. but of course it will add up more misses for u.. but i understand.. well.. for the past week, we had quite often misunderstandings and arguments.. but i guess these 2 days build back the bond we use to have 2 mths ago.. feelings are getting stronger again.. i love u sweetie.. nothing can change that..

i'll nv stop sayin these 3 words to u.. I LOVE YOU




something i came across.. wat a beautiful gown

happy 3 mths sweetie.. muacks!

jus in a few days will be exactly 3 mths since i got attatched..


dear.. i wanna thank you for many things..

thank you for being patient with me.. when times i was unpolite esp recently
thank you for giving me surprises hmm but these few times... a bit lagg ah.. haha
thank you for bring me so much laughter.. and it made all my tiredness aft work all gone
thank you for goin through new experiences with me
thank you for your presents so far tt u have bought for me..
thank you for craking ur brian cells on where to go and wat to do..

thank you for accepting me.. and letting me into ur life allowing me to walk thru this journey till the end of time with you..

i'm sorry for being hmm a mafia these days.. aft tt day we talked at the park.. i decided to change for good because i care about us and i love u.. i'm glad u seen a change on sat.. i guess i neglect u sometimes when i was with yinhui and daphne.. i'm sorry..

i'm sorry for all the wrong tt i've done.. if i have.. muacks...


i promise with my heart and soul.. u are the last one i wanna be with.. tieing a knot of my life with in 3 yrs down the road..

wat a day yesterday..


had lots of fun at sentosa.. it nv fail in fact.. met up with dear who came to my house to pick me up.. and we had breakfast at central b4 meeting up with the rest.. reached harbourfront at 935.. net up with novwell and jimmy.. den we headed to Toast Box to meet up with daphne, gallen, kevin and morris.

we were shoppin around cos it was raning.. dear and i rent dvd again.. yup.. den we headed in to sentosa aroun 11+ when the rain stopped.. but b4 tt novwell and i bought shades at FOrever 21.. which dear was shaking his head when i was at the cashier.. hahaa. yup i nv fail to shop even for the cheapest thing. * peace!


we went in to sentosa tagged along with Tim, Yiwen and one of thier frend.. Hui Shan.. at sentosa.. dear and i went for our usual walks and join the rest back with games and suntanning at 2pm.. yinhui joined us at 230pm and games were started...


we play wacko first which lasted about 30mins.. which made all of us blur and laughed so much.. team work game was nxt.. Dog & bone.. and lastly captain's ball which made all of us pantting like dogs.. tired! went to shower and head to the nxt destination.. STEAM BOAT!!


kath came with us for dinner.. eat quite alot.. play pool and billard.. and headed home all shagged at 1130..

i admit i had lots of fun.. esp with my good frends and my sweetie around by my side.. here are the pics we took.. sorry.. didn't take our gang pic again.. nvm la.. weiqiang missin.. it won't be a fmaily pic w/out him.. ahha

i'm excited.. haha.. having to see my gang of friends again with our routine outing.. SENTOSA.. it's been 2 mths since we visited tt place.. gonna play my heart out today.. aft which.. we may head off to marina for steamboat.. yup..


a bit of argumentive this week btw me and sweetie.. hmm maybe is mood swing ba.. i'm so sorry about watever i have done to made u unhappy.. i'm sorrry to add load of stress to u.. we have worked things out i guess.. it's gettin better... i love u sweetie.. muacks!


nothing to blog for now.. here a vidz of 5566 new song.. ren fu is ever so handsome!! even though he's a father of 1.. haha.. most of it sang by Meng Zhe so yup.. enjoy.. YES SIR!!

hmmm...

i guess it's time to blog.. aft a few days of laziness.. kinda tired lately i dunno why.. kinda stress up of my life too... but most if is work.. as usual


ktv session with gallen,morris,kevin and yinhui was fun.. i sang alot of songs.. hmm sang quit alot of duet with gallen too.. yup.. they claimed tt i'm xiao xiao rui en and xiao xiao liang jing ru.. well watever.. but the comment they gave me.. made my day.. cos i nv have much comment about it.. was actually surprise.. haha.. confidence are added in..


i'm setting my mind now.. to loose weight again.. i guess i ate too much lately.. kinda put on some weight..goin bac to my routine.. eat lesser this time.. jus goin to depend on porraige... goin to loose at least 3kg this time round..


lots of thing s are running in my mind.. i dun wanna blog about it..

sentosa is on this sat.. kinda excited about it.. goin to see my gang of frends.. non stop laughter again.. miss u guys

yup.. he's out of town again...


came back on tue.. and i met him at his house.. as soon as i alighted the bus.. he hugged me and kiss on my cheeks.. i was shocked.. well... i love u sweetie.. no one did tt to me before.. =) he bought a bag for me.. which i still left it at his house.. goin to bring it back this sunday.. den he bough t this tissue cover for his erm.. _ _ _ _... which apprently novwell also bought.. haha.. only knew it yesterday.. so qiao.. it's very cute.. haha..

well.. we chatted when he was on the cruise.. jus for a while... den we hang up.. kinda sad.. cos hmm i dunno how to explain tt feeling.. but i'm tryin to handle my emotions well now.. well at least things to occupy myself with today instead of thinkin of him.. well i guess tt's good sign.. cos it really sucked to feel the lost soul floating in the air..


nothing much to blog.. i'm goin ktv today..with yinhui.. gallen... kevin... and the other 2 frend's of gallen... den i think they will go LPS to meet daphne.. but i guess i'll skip tt cos i'm goin to harbour ferry terminal to pick mr tan.. whoes arrival is 11 in the morning.. well.. i miss u.. but i'll play hard... muacks...

(Mariah)
I would give up everything
Before I'd separate myself from you
After so much suffering I've finally found unvarnished truth
I was all by myself for the longest time
So cold inside And the hurt from the heart it would not subside
I felt like dying
Until you saved my life


(Chorus - all)
Thank God I found you I'm lost lost without you
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Cause baby I'm so thankful i found you.


(Joe)
I would give you everything
There's nothing in this world I wouldn't do
To ensure your happiness
I'll cherish every part of you
Because without you beside me I can't survive
Don't wanna try If you're keeping me warm each and every night I
'll be all right
Cause I need you in my life


(Chorus - all)


-Bridge- (Mariah & Joe)
See I was so desolate Before you came to me
Looking back I guess it shows
That we were destined to shine
After the rain to appreciate The gift of what we have
And I'd go through it all over again
To be able to feel this way


(Chorus - all)
(Chorus - all)

i'm mind is at ease...


just feelings lost about everything.. the ego was there.. work set my mind at ease.. every min today was filled with work... didn't even gone online at work.. cos i see no point.. yup.. well i'm gald i'm at ease and relaxing myself with songs.. though all the songs are sentimental and will bring me to my sentimental self.. well.. all of it is my fav song.. love songs are always my fav...

i guess.. i'm a soft kinda ger..


tried to call my dearest the whole day.. but unfortunately the phone was.. offed.. wanted to say how sorry i am.. but didn't get thru.. was rather worried wat will happen to him.. to stop thinking of him.. i had to load myself with work... nothing but work.. didn't even talk much to meimei and lorraine.. and also my clients... hai.. jus wan to be peaceful and quiet today...

my day was brighton a lil when i saw his msg.. a msg tt i will keep.. and saved.. well.. sweetie i'm very sorry.. i jus hate it when u are not here with me.. i hate the slience around me.. i hate everything.. it totally sucked.. i'm counting the hours for ur return.. i'm sorry for sounding rude jus now.. cos i had to be strong.. i acutally teared a lil when i hear ur voice.. jus tt i'm in public.. i jus had to be strong.. i'm lookin forward to see u tomoro.. currently nw as i'm typing tears are in my eyes too.. i'm listen to the song on ur mobile phone.. i wanna hold u close to my heart.. and hear ur heat beat.. with ur tenderness.. sweetie.. u struck me with ur love... and the feeling is getting stronger..


it's 20+ hours till i see u.. fingers crossed.. muacks

i couldn't slp...

my mind i filedl with you.. even in my dreams.. that's wat kept me awake at this moment.. early in the morn...


tears filled my nights before i slp.... it nv stopped.. cos the pain was so deep.. with words that u said.. it didn't made me a ease... there are so much u could do.. there were so much promises u said to me before u left.. but never one was done.. i'm disappointed.. total disappointment..


i have so much to say... but i'm at lost. nothing can cheer me up.. only music can calm me down.. i can call u every now and den.. why can't u.. i can msg u every now and den why can't u.. i wouldn't bother how much my bill will go.. even if i was overseas.. i jus hate myself for falling in love.. cos i won't be strong..


a test to show how much i loved u? i guess my love level for u have reached the sky.. i guess mine is more den urs nw.. jus wan u back soon...


sweetie.. i wan u to enjoy ur holiday.. but wat have u done so far.. even if u were away.. nothing! where's ur msg to say u are ok? i have to ask? where's ur promises of calls? i have to start first.? i mean i dun mind.. but look at how many times i sent my msges.. and look at urs.. even if i were to be in holiday.. i will call every now and den.. cos i know and i can feel my love one is waiting for it.. i'm not tryin to comparing.. and i'm not tryin to make things worst.. well.. some way or other i maybe a fault.. i'm sorry... but all i did was because i mised u badly.. i realised that i really loved u.. even more... my mind is more calmed nw.. i dun wan any presents.. u are the gift tt i wan.. i'll pray for ur safety.. miss u sweetie... i'm sorry..

just came back frm grammie's place..


tired.. restless.. had a slight arugement.. but i'm in peace.. aft a slient thought..
i'm sorry..

promises broken.. i'm not goin to msg u anymore.. i'll let u enjoy with laughter.. while i sliently wait in pain..

i can't help looking at the hands of the clock.. everytime i see it.. it jus reminds me of you..

there's no reply from you.. i dunno how u are doin at the other side of the world.. it maybe jus across the sea.. but still i worry..


i'm going crazy.. the feeling sucks.. sucked a whole lot.. this feelin is like hell.. i slient i wait.. in pain i wait..


i just wanna hear u voice.. feel ur presences...

- Until the time is through-

it's about time to start my routine blog... updating my everday.. for the one i love... for him to know he's been missed by me every moment..


it's time to be sentimental in my blog once again.. i dunno.. i jus like the soft side of myself.. i can think better and also to think wat i did wrong on the day.. hmm.. too much happinest he brought to me... too much till i dunno the feeling of pain.. hurt.. saddnest.. and the worst part to tear.... tt's wat i hate most.. cos i can't stop my tears once i start.. well.. i tear again today.. at his house.. tt was my 5th time.. lookin at the time on the wall... brought me many tots of how my days will be without him.. physically in spore tt is... well.. i know 1 phone call is nv too far away.. but still the fact is that.. he's still in the other part of the world.. miles away


i'm not tryin to make it as he's nv coming back... well i guess.. i'm really fallen in love again.. and tt really straighten out how deep my love is towards him.. though i cannot compare with a weighing machine.. but i know he loves me more... for tt i really thank god for leading to the path to meet me..



One heart..
that is planted with the love that was given by you
that stoods with ur soul...
that love will endlessly flow in
that only have ur name written on it
that is only beating for you


One Mind..
thatwill nv stop thinking of you
that will nv stop with the images of ur laughter & expressions
that the feeling of misses will nv stop
that have u in it


My soul is connected to urs... i'm startin to grow wiser b'cos u taught me to..

u taught me to be in love again..
u are my everlasting sunshine... everlasting loved one..
u are the reason for me to stand tall again..
one that i can rely on.. live with.. and give my all...


i'll be counting to the days, and hours.. awaiting to see u again.. we will get thru..